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I wanna be a bottle blonde
I don't know why but I feel conned
I wanna be an idle teen
I wish I hadn't been so clean
I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake
I wanna be a real fake
Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super! Suicidal
The wasted years
The wasted youth
The pretty lies
The ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive
I wanna be a virgin pure
A 21st century whore
I want back my virginity
So I can feel infinity
I wanna drink until I ache
I wanna make a big mistake
I want blood, guts, and angel cake
I'm gonna puke it anyway
Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super! Suicidal
The wasted years
The wasted youth
The pretty lies
The ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive
Come alive, I've come alive
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
I wish I wasn't such a narcissist
I wish I didn't really kiss
The mirror when I'm on my own
Oh God, I'm gonna die alone
Adolescence didn't make sense
A little loss of innocence
The ugliness of being a fool
Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?
Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super! Suicidal
The wasted years
The wasted youth
The pretty lies
The ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive
Only to find, I've come alive
Only to find, I've come alive
Oh, alive
(Feeling super, super, super!)
(Feeling super, super, super!)
(Feeling super, super, super!)
I don't know why but I feel conned
I wanna be an idle teen
I wish I hadn't been so clean
I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake
I wanna be a real fake
Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super! Suicidal
The wasted years
The wasted youth
The pretty lies
The ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive
I wanna be a virgin pure
A 21st century whore
I want back my virginity
So I can feel infinity
I wanna drink until I ache
I wanna make a big mistake
I want blood, guts, and angel cake
I'm gonna puke it anyway
Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super! Suicidal
The wasted years
The wasted youth
The pretty lies
The ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive
Come alive, I've come alive
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
I wish I wasn't such a narcissist
I wish I didn't really kiss
The mirror when I'm on my own
Oh God, I'm gonna die alone
Adolescence didn't make sense
A little loss of innocence
The ugliness of being a fool
Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?
Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super! Suicidal
The wasted years
The wasted youth
The pretty lies
The ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive
Only to find, I've come alive
Only to find, I've come alive
Oh, alive
(Feeling super, super, super!)
(Feeling super, super, super!)
(Feeling super, super, super!)
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My personal view of this song sounds like it was a time in her life where she felt extremely depressed as we can see throughout the song she wants to be something shes not and feels 'Conned' because other people seem to have a better luck in life than her or better things.
Overall I just think the whole song is the different stages and worries people go through when they are really depressed,
when your Jealous :'I wanna be a bottle blonde' ,
Anger/hate 'I want blood,guts',
Loss of faith 'Burning up the bible',
Regret 'the wasted years the wasted youth',
Isolation/lonliness 'Oh god im gonna die alone'
and then finally finding that spark of hope
'Only to find, I've come alive
Only to find, I've come alive
Oh, alive
(Feeling super, super, super!)
(Feeling super, super, super!)
(Feeling super, super, super!)
I'm probably wrong. And if she's being brutally sarcastic or not... I just don't know. Maybe she truthfully believes some and is over emphasizing it or something.
"I wanna be a bottle blonde/ I don't know why but I feel conned"
Well, the "blonde" is pretty much the "popular" blonde stereotype. And the "I feel conned" means she thinks she wasn't given as much as other teenagers who were more popular or whatever.
"I wanna be an idle teen/I wish I hadn't been so clean"
She's implying that idle(idol)(popular) teens are naughty and such.
"I wanna stay inside all day/I want the world to go away/I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake/I wanna be a real fake"
Saying that the teenager doesn't want to do anything but sulk in her house and wanting to be more popular (and faker).
"Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle/Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title/Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible/Feeling super, super, super! Suicidal"
I wish I were popular and loved and positive rather than being negative and suicidal.
"The wasted years/The wasted youth/The pretty lies/The ugly truth/And the day has come where I have died/Only to find, I've come alive"
She's saying teenage youth is stupid because it's just a bunch of pettiness and lies. And as for "the day has come... come alive". It could mean that once she gives in and offers her independent spirit to popularity and teenagerness, that's when she becomes alive OR it could mean that now that she is negative and such, it makes her a better person than other teenagers. (Biased statement)
"I wanna be a virgin pure/A 21st century whore/I want back my virginity/So I can feel infinity"
This verse is talking about teenage sexuality. She wants to nice and virginal because that seems more attractive than being an easy slut. So being a virgin is like being a slut. Indirectly.
"I wanna drink until I ache/I wanna make a big mistake/I want blood, guts, and angel cake/I'm gonna puke it anyway"
I want to party hard and not give a fuck about it or it's consicuinces! Because that's what teenagers are like...
"I wish I wasn't such a narcissist/I wish I didn't really kiss/The mirror when I'm on my own/Oh God, I'm gonna die alone"
Realizing that all this teenage, immature, lovey-lovey is all stupid and will end resulting in nothing.
"Adolescence didn't make sense/A little loss of innocence/The ugliness of being a fool/Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?"
Being young is supposed to beautiful. Why is all this so ugly and tainted?
SORRY THIS WAS PROBABLY ALLLLL WRONG. AND A LOT IS MY PERSONAL OPINION. SO YEAH.
HAVE A NICE DAY.
I think the line "the pretty lies the ugly truth" shows how she would've lied to people hiding the fact that she was living her life being "idle" which is why it's a "wasted youth", because she didn't do all of the things she could've.
"the day has come where I have died, only to find i've come alive" could reflect how she only decided to live her life to the full when her teenage years were over.
The song may just be about teens in general (the archetype of the idle teen) or it could've been directly about her, I'm not sure.
There could be loads of interpretations of these lyrics though I think, and this is just what i thought xx
I wish I wasn’t such a narcissist,
I wish I didn’t really kiss, the mirror when I’m on my own,
Oh god, I’m going to die alone.
Adolescence didn’t make sense,
A little loss of innocence.
The ugly years of being a fool,
Ain’t youth meant to be beautiful?
I wish I didn’t really kiss, the mirror when I’m on my own,
Oh god, I’m going to die alone.
Adolescence didn’t make sense,
A little loss of innocence.