I think that this song is perfect. I believe that it's about someone who spent their teen years as a cynical, negative, person who tried to make herself appear "perfect". But in reality, she wishes that she was like everyone else. She wishes she actually didn't care, instead of just pretending she didn't. She's reflecting on her teenage years, saying she wasted them on trying to be so different from the mainstream, when in reality, she really wanted to have fun and be like them.
I think that this song is perfect. I believe that it's about someone who spent their teen years as a cynical, negative, person who tried to make herself appear "perfect". But in reality, she wishes that she was like everyone else. She wishes she actually didn't care, instead of just pretending she didn't. She's reflecting on her teenage years, saying she wasted them on trying to be so different from the mainstream, when in reality, she really wanted to have fun and be like them.