Lyric discussion by Agita 

Well, I understand the whole thing about it her breaking into the music industry, but the Lewis Carroll reference is really clear here. Likening her emerging into the lucrative, dark and difficult record industry is like her tumbling down the rabbit hole and suddenly seeing all the butterflies and toadstools morphing into something increasingly more twisted and trippy as the story continues.

@Agita Or it could be about her maybe having ADHD and "this is a gift it comes with a price" or drug use " which pill to take" or literally a song about the occult and freeing yourself of a bad ritual but it takes years of suffering on earth to avoid death in such a scenario.

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