Lyric discussion by KTheLibra 

I know this sounds corny, but I've always thought that "the gift" was life. And he feels like he's ungrateful all the time and doesn't deserve to live because of it. He's ashamed of himself for not treasuring his life the way he should, but it's hard because of his fear and his sadness.

@KTheLibra That's how I feel too.. and shit this is an old ass comment, but I just feel the same way. I'm so ashamed of me and everything I've done.

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