Lyric discussion by fuzzyjellybean 

um, i'm not sure why everyone thinks this song is about pharmaceutical testing.

i think it's just about selling your soul for money, particularly in show business. you sign your name/life away for cash...

"found the backdoor out of teenage hell"

i think it refers to just becoming rich. a lot of musicians aspire to be rich from a tender age.

maybe they are even referring to themselves or anyone else in the business that may be selling out for cash. there's a teeny bit of regret, or guilt... "except the tics won't go away." but in the end they push it away, brush it off, "i'm gonna die alright!"

@fuzzyjellybean This song is about a man who sells his soul to corporate culture. He needs money so he ‘sells his body to the company’. In the 6th and 7th lines, he states “they gave me a paper and I went ahead and penned it,” which represents him signing contracts that tie him into this company more permanently. Throughout the song he repeats “I’m gonna die,” showing his revelation that in this corporation he is losing his soul and individuality or ‘dying inside’. The lines you quoted specifically show a more in-depth explanation of how he’s “gonna die,” in that...

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