Grandma, my sleepless know
that you bring me some strong drink
Straighten out the pots and set them close outside
for when my belly
for when my little belly speaks

Grandma, there's air beneath my bed
and it whispers
and it whispers when I rest
with hemmed skirts
and salt and vinegar, vinegar
and water closely
Oh, water closely underhead

Grandma, the water is rising
By now this hair has gotten green
I'll be your swimming fodder starlet
when you walk safely, safely
over me

Grandma, my hands have wondered
and my legs
my little legs are getting weak
Bid, lend me your wispy frame
and guard my powers
guard my precious powers in its gate

Grandma, I've been unruly
in my dreams
and with my speech
Drill little holes into my eyelids
that I might see you
that I might see you when I sleep

Grandmother, the water is rising
By now this hair has gotten green
I'll be your swimming fodder starlet
and you walk safely, safely
over me

I'll be your swimming fodder starlet



Lyrics submitted by donyon

Track duration: 02:58


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    My Interpretation:She's pregnant, her baby is growing inside of her, she's worried, her grandma is trying to help, she's dying.
    Flag alteHaason April 18, 2013   Link
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    My Interpretation:I think it's about a girl who lives with and is abused by her grandmother, who ultimately drowns her in a pool. Despite this abuse, she has been brainwashed to be loyal and see her grandma as a role model and she feels guilty when she has thoughts of suicide, running away or harming her grandma.

    The girl is malnourished and gets fed only with kitchen scraps(pulps) when she is very hungry or when her stomach grumbles ("belly speaks"). The grandmother gives her alcohol to put her to sleep when she is kept awake by hunger.

    "bid you bring me some strong drink
    strain out the pulps and set them close outside
    for when my little belly speaks"

    She has contemplated suicide and has had dreams of running away, but feels guilty for it and things she has said to her grandmother in the past. Despite being abused, she is loyal to her grandmother and wants to spend every moment seeing her.

    "Grandma, my hands have wondered"--implying her hands have a mind that has thought about killing her.

    "Grandma, I've been unruly
    in my dreams
    and with my speech
    Drill little holes into my eyelids
    that I might see you
    that I might see you when I sleep"

    Unable to care for her, the grandma eventually drowns her in the pool by luring her out there by saying something encouraging that grandmother's commonly say: "You'll be my swimming starlet." The reference to hair turning green is what commonly happens to blond hair in chlorinated water. "The water is rising"-- the grandma is pushing her deeper and then walks safely along the edge of the pool as the girl starts dying,
    Flag Kappajosaon April 12, 2013   Link
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    My Interpretation:This is a song about intuition. Jung defined intuition as "perception via the unconscious". Essentially it means knowing something in your gut, hence the title belispeak.

    Her is an archetype for Grandma intuitive wisdom, accessible through the (collective) unconscious. ‘My sleep is narrow’ refers to her ability to pinpoint meaning or knowledge in her dreams, or more broadly in the (collective) unconscious. ‘Strain out the pulps’ refers to setting reality aside while she intuitively finds meaning, ‘close outside’ so she can apply this knowledge to the outside world; after her ‘belly speaks’.

    The air beneath her bed that whispers when she rests refers again to the knowledge she derives from intuition, seemingly out of thin air. ‘Bid hem the skirts in salt and vinegar’ means that she feels this intuition with her at all times, ‘closely under head’ or in her gut, specifically.

    ‘The water is rising’ means that she’s drowning in conscious ‘reality’ a reality that distorts true meaning. The appearances of the real world do not represent truth. “I'll be your swimming fodder starlet when you walk safely, safely over me,” means that she can navigate, or find true meaning in, such a reality when her grandma walks on the water above her, or when intuition guides her.

    “Hands wandered” and “legs weak” means she’s swimming, or living in this distorted reality, but is getting tired. She wants to transcend it (“lend me your wispy frame”). Her psyche slips out of consciousness into the collective unconscious (a dream), leaving only her grandma, blind intuition, as a guide for her physical body (‘guard my precious body’).

    Here she sees actual truth, rather than the veil of reality. She’s been liberated, in a sense (‘been unruly in my dreams’) and drills holes into her eyelids so she does not have to wake up (and cease knowing truth) when she returns to consciousness.
    Flag kbell140on January 30, 2013   Link
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    My Interpretation:i think its about her confessing something, ive been unruly? my hands have wandered?
    Flag edrftgyon January 22, 2013   Link
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    General Comment:I always thought that this was made to reflect the fears of a small child.
    "Grandma, there's air beneath my bed
    and it whispers
    and it whispers when I rest"
    I feel like this is the classic fear of the dark of a child who can't sleep unless his grandma watches over him
    Flag freddo181on November 27, 2012   Link
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    General Comment:i don't know the meaning of this song but it totally relates to me in some weird twisted way. My grandma died when I was like 10, and I stopped swimming competitively cuz, well, I felt really depressed. But in high school, that's when I restarted and my view of my grandma changed when my mom told me what kind of woman she really was, which was a judgmental woman, with all due respect. So everything changed and I really tried so hard to get back on track to swimming and restarting myself, but her memory still haunted me. I finally get a sense that she's in heaven watching me do a buncha these inappropriate things she would have disapproved of. So I still continue training for numerous hours a day in the pool with my hair getting all dry and ugly but thankfully not green! My legs get tired and I get weak and stronger at the same time. Finally on Prelims day, before my event, I pray and when I competed. I felt her kinda walking over me like how Jesus walked over water.
    really weird i know :3
    Flag Chaelion November 05, 2012   Link
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    General Comment:i don't know the meaning of this song but it totally relates to me in some weird twisted way. My grandma died when I was like 10, and I stopped swimming competitively cuz, well, I felt really depressed. But in high school, that's when I restarted and my view of my grandma changed when my mom told me what kind of woman she really was, which was a judgmental woman, with all due respect. So everything changed and I really tried so hard to get back on track to swimming and restarting myself, but her memory still haunted me. I finally get a sense that she's in heaven watching me do a buncha these inappropriate things she would have disapproved of. So I still continue training for numerous hours a day in the pool with my hair getting all dry and ugly but thankfully not green! My legs get tired and I get weak and stronger at the same time. Finally on Prelims day, before my event, I pray and when I competed. I felt her kinda walking over me like how Jesus walked over water.
    really weird i know :3
    Flag Chaelion November 05, 2012   Link
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    My Interpretation:Kind of sounds like... She is confessing to her Grandma who is no longer with her physically but in spirit.
    Of all the things she says she's done like being "unruly" she may feel like corpse. Not alive..good enough for her grandma to view her. As if her actions were "unruly enough" that she had might as well be dead or dying. Her conscious seems to be getting to her. Her "sleepless know"

    She wants to see her Grandma, "Drill little holes into my eyelids
    that I might see you, that I might see you when I sleep" Whether it be as she walks over her in heaven or in her dreams.

    OR this could be just another great song. :)
    Flag MsRogueAngelon September 05, 2012   Link
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    My Interpretation:Hello,
    My opinion is that this song is about abortion.Didn't quite interpretate all of it since it's late and I'm sleepy but I'll get back to it.
    Most abortions back in the time were painful and risky,the grandmother is there probably because old women knew all about it ,pots were used for the huge loss of blood,intoxication with salt was a popular way of abortion in the 70' and 80',also intoxication with vinegar(apple vinegar) those 2 were risky and 80% of the mothers died from it.Green hair is an affliction for people with blonde,gray,white hair that stay to much in water due to assimilation of copper in hair matrix.oh also I don't know if it's the case here most probably the water simbolyses the death coming for her but they also used to place water close to a heating spot because humidity increases the chances of abortion somehow(not sure about that one).She could be a very poor girl that's dieing from an abortion.I'm getting back tomorrow to finish the interpretation.
    This is my Interpretation and my opinion only so don't be hatin'
    <3
    Flag Fursekaon August 22, 2012   Link
  • +5
    Lyric Correction:Lyrics as they appear on the sleeve of the LP:

    grandma my sleep is narrow
    bid you bring me some strong drink
    strain out the pulps and set them close outside
    for when my little belly speaks

    grandma there's air beneath my bed
    and it whispers when I rest
    bid hem the skirts in salt and vinegar
    and hover closely under head

    grandma my hands have wandered
    my little legs are getting weak
    bid lend me your wispy frame
    guard my precious powers in its cage

    grandma the water is rising
    my boundless hair has gotten green
    I'll be your swimming forest island
    bid you walk safely over me
    Flag semoss50on July 16, 2012   Link

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