i don't know the meaning of this song but it totally relates to me in some weird twisted way. My grandma died when I was like 10, and I stopped swimming competitively cuz, well, I felt really depressed. But in high school, that's when I restarted and my view of my grandma changed when my mom told me what kind of woman she really was, which was a judgmental woman, with all due respect. So everything changed and I really tried so hard to get back on track to swimming and restarting myself, but her memory still haunted me. I finally get a sense that she's in heaven watching me do a buncha these inappropriate things she would have disapproved of. So I still continue training for numerous hours a day in the pool with my hair getting all dry and ugly but thankfully not green! My legs get tired and I get weak and stronger at the same time. Finally on Prelims day, before my event, I pray and when I competed. I felt her kinda walking over me like how Jesus walked over water.
really weird i know :3
i don't know the meaning of this song but it totally relates to me in some weird twisted way. My grandma died when I was like 10, and I stopped swimming competitively cuz, well, I felt really depressed. But in high school, that's when I restarted and my view of my grandma changed when my mom told me what kind of woman she really was, which was a judgmental woman, with all due respect. So everything changed and I really tried so hard to get back on track to swimming and restarting myself, but her memory still haunted me. I finally get a sense that she's in heaven watching me do a buncha these inappropriate things she would have disapproved of. So I still continue training for numerous hours a day in the pool with my hair getting all dry and ugly but thankfully not green! My legs get tired and I get weak and stronger at the same time. Finally on Prelims day, before my event, I pray and when I competed. I felt her kinda walking over me like how Jesus walked over water. really weird i know :3