I was meant for the stage,
I was meant for the curtain.
I was meant to tread these boards,
Of this much I am certain.

I was meant for the crowd,
I was meant for the shouting.
I was meant to raise these hands
With quiet all about me. oh, oh.

Mother, please, be proud.
Father, be forgiven.
Even though you told me
'son, you'll never make a living.' oh, oh.

From the floorboards to the fly,
Here I was fated to reside.
And as I take my final bow,
Was there ever any doubt?
And as the spotlights fade away,
And you're escorted through the foyer,
You will resume your callow ways,
But I was meant for the stage.

The heavens at my birth
Intended me for stardom,
Rays of light shone down on me
And all my sins were pardoned.

I was meant for applause.
I was meant for derision.
Nothing short of fate itself
Has affected my decision. oh, oh.

From the floorboards to the fly,
Here I was fated to reside.
And as I take my final bow,
Was there ever any doubt?
And as the spotlights fade away,
And you're escorted through the foyer,
You will resume your callow ways,
But I was meant for the stage.



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"I Was Meant for the Stage" as written by Colin Meloy

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    Song Meaning:The narrator of this song is deluded. He is a pathetic, narcissistic character who, seemingly in reaction to some criticism, derision, or perceived slight, is bombastically reaffirming his greatness.

    The song is entirely from his own point of view -- we don't get to hear an external opinion. What we do get is a litany of affirmations about the narrator's own heaven-declared greatness, without any discussion of merit or background on why these things are true.

    Within that litany, the things that he chooses to mention (and affirm) are specific and, as such, give us insight into what the narrator feels necessary to rebut. "Mother please be proud / Father be forgiven" tells us that he's expecting pushback or friction from his family.

    In his self-aggrandizing way, he dismisses them melodramatically gently, as if they could not possibly be privy to the information he is privy to. He even goes so far as to paraphrase (or bastardize) the quote of Jesus on the cross ("Father forgive them, they know not what they do") in comic inversion.

    In fact, there are other examples of self-delusion wherein the narrator visualizes himself messianically: rays of light shining down on him; the heavens at his birth; the complete non sequitur of "all [his] sins being pardoned".

    Within his mind, at "the end" he believes his detractors will likely receive their cosmic comeuppance -- "And as I take my final bow / Was there ever any doubt?" -- following it up with a pointed jab at the philistines that ostensibly could never understand him: "And you're escorted through the foyer / You will resume your callow ways".

    The song ends gradually with the narrator's reverie crashing down around him amidst what sounds like the jeering shouts and abuse of .. other schoolchildren (?) around him. No wonder he'd want a fantasy world.

    I feel a little bad for the people talking about how this song defines them. Yikes.
    Flag Dabizion June 13, 2012   Link
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    General Comment:I think the character in the song (because I don't think it is autobiographical) exists in a sort of place between arrogance, blind passion, idealism and unpretentious determination. A lot of the lyrics, especially those about heavens intending them for stardom and having their sins pardoned are conceited waffle (I think knowingly so - Colin isn't religious) but evoke a kind of belief in predeterminism, that some things are just 'meant to be'. In particular the line 'I was meant for derision' reflects a darker side of this person's psyche, them knowing (or thinking they know) the negatives of their aspiration. It consumes them, it occupies them constantly. They think they know exactly what is going to happen.

    And then, the performance. Because I'm a visual person, as I picture it the song itself is being performed in a theatre on stage, the character performing it much in the way that Colin does. The song itself describes the theatre in a sense; 'as the spotlights fade away, and you're escorted through the foyer...' so I don't think it's an enormous leap. There's a slight echo on the vocals, suggesting a kind of solitude on stage. As the song crescendos, the dream is realised, but then, as the end release/noise jam kicks in, I can't help but picture a fire breaking out. There are cries, panic, the song descends into madness as the theatre collapses. The performer can't survive. Something they never considered happens and their predetermined world, like the theatre, falls apart. And yet, in a sense, their dream is fulfilled. The stage and themselves, perishing in unity, are inextricably linked forever.

    That's how I picture it anyway.
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    Flag thecritic06on August 31, 2011   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:As a performer, this song holds great meaning to me.
    I'm a high school student in Theatre. At my school we have something I will refer to as bonding, and mostly due to this, I have become terribly attached to this wonderful thing we call theatre. It's given me a second home, a place where no matter what's happening I can go, and just feel comfortable and home. It's a feeling often times not even home itself can give you. To me, that is just what this songs about. The theatre being where you belong, your home, maybe your only home.
    I'm going to be a senior next year, and the thought of leaving is terrifying. Not only because I'll be essentially loosing what I have here at the school, but because I'm afraid of forgetting what it was like there, with everyone else, that feeling of home. Even if I can find that same feeling somewhere else I never want to forget what I had here, and I know with this song, I never will.
    Flag Mintoon May 09, 2011   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:This song is, in my opinion, totally about Colin Meloy himself. He's always been really theatrical in his music, and he gets all self-referential in this song.
    Flag reubencoon January 05, 2011   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:Colin Meloy and The Decemberists are a bit peculiar and aren't always accepted with open arms, so I think the line "I was meant for derision" is very appropriate. Derision, in case you don't know, means mockery or scorn. Colin knows that not everyone understands where he is coming from all the time and they will judge and even ridicule him. I've always thought that this song was about Colin - as if he was the narrator. Huge fan...love the man...love the song. :)
    Flag meloy2011on July 17, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:When young, I was very much into acting, singing and dance. I always thought I would "make it" at least enough to pay my own way. My parents did not support my desire. Alas, getting married and having children put me on a different trail. I relate to this song in a different way than the others above me. For me it is about someone that wanted to accomplish something in the performing arts and now is in the last years of life and it will never happen.
    Flag whatserfacetwoon June 06, 2010   Link
  • 0
    Song Meaning:Another one who's reminded of Neil from Dead Poets' Society. Heartbreaking.
    Flag Kitronaon September 05, 2009   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:This song is my personal anthem. It's a little bit hard for me to put into words even though the song sings it very clearly. I'm a high school student. But... I don't pay particular care to any of my classes except for extra curricular ones. Which would be Theatre Company and Production. Basically, I'm screwed because it has consumed my entire being. I don't know what else to do with my life because it's the only thing I'm truly passionate about. I was meant for this. Except... I've listened to my father all these years about picking a good career and being stable. I think perhaps I will continue with theatre but despite all my glorious dreams... I have accepted that I probably will never be as great and successful as I wish to be.

    I think the song means exactly that. Even though the speaker feels 'intended for stardom', they have also accepted they won't be life changing for anyone else. After the show is over the audience will just 'resume their callow ways'. In the end, despite their passion, they really weren't that important after all.
    Flag Mymsicalon May 15, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:Has anyone thought that maybe for the whole song, the narrator is dreaming about success but hasn't really accomplished anything much, and the cacophonous climax at the end symbolizes his dreams being broken?
    Flag blue.painted.tearson April 18, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:I've listened to the Decemberists for years now, never really connecting with this song (other than thinking it kicked ass). As I started the college application process it really hit me. The school I want to go to most "Nothing short of fate itself has affected my decision." Not only this, but, I want to major in Journalism to which both my parents are trying to pressure me to decided a different major because "[Daughter], you'll never make a living" but like the narrator of this song, I'm doing it for love, not money.
    This sort has become my anthem of the application process.

    Long live the Decemberists.
    Flag CarolineArghon September 14, 2008   Link

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