| Lana Del Rey – Summertime Sadness Lyrics | 4 months ago |
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Never forget! I will always love you, you remained and will always be in my heart no matter what, even if our lifes got separated so brutally!💔 We will see each other someday!😘 |
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| Lana Del Rey – Blue Jeans Lyrics | 4 months ago |
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Never forget! I will always love you, you remained and will always be in my heart no matter what, even if our lifes got separated so brutally!💔 We will see each other someday!😘 |
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| Leonard Cohen – Dance Me to the End of Love Lyrics | 5 months ago |
| @rMyQueen No struggle, no regrets! Just love from him!🤗 | |
| Leonard Cohen – Dance Me to the End of Love Lyrics | 5 months ago |
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@MyQueen I will always love you! My queen, take good care of you, please! See you! |
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| Lana Del Rey – Blue Jeans Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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One more thing.. Inspired from reading a short insight explaining a very old fact. They know now why it was so important for him to almost beg for trust in his later but not similar in any of its aspects experiences. And this is just related to this so named previous experience but not similar in any of its aspects with “the one”. He requested trust, if not being asked explicitly, because, as already said, he NEVER talks about these experiences. What is between a women and him stays ONLY there till their end of time, at least from his side actions and doings. That's what a gentleman does, isn't it? But if it was necessary and not trusted he should have been directly asked by her, because they were at a point were they could ask and share any kind of info. Here are just a few insights for his queen only. The FACT is that in this previous experience but not similar in any of its aspects (so wrong judged by the vast majority of the people) HE didn't do any steps, not the first ones and not along their journey for a good period of time. SHE did all these steps, she approached him, teased him a lot and even kissed him the first. And that was just the first that he received. He even told her that he only wants serious things only, given the situation. And he started to like her and he even liked her much and to finally have even a crush on her. And after a time they became intimate. But along the route in all their experience SHE proved to be very, very, very huge highly demanding for “attention”. At first was interesting. And this occurred everyday, day by day, night by night, at each of their home, in the car, almost anywhere. At some point she said to him that she has a problem from this point of view. It was obvious, he saw it himself also. But he was also cautious all the time to assure his back, just ethical and only given the situation, HER ONLY initiatives in all matters of the relationship and the risk that she might change and try to put the blame on him. It was ok, no problem, but when he saw that, and a big change in her attitude in the end, she tried to put the blame on him, he KINDLY stopped the communication with that girl, shortly discussing with her and also saying to her not to EVER worry, and of course applyied the same “never talk about this policy”. After a while, they talked again, SHE called him, he trusted her, she played with his heart and mind again, they had a little argue and he just had enough and ended their communication. He really missed the good moments with her pretty much like a 2-3 years period, but he has been very disappointed about her attitude and never talked again. But he continued to care about her and respect her in his relations with others. BUT always he did like he said, he never talked about their experience, even if, many times, it was a very hard time for him. Only a few close ethical, trustfull and also absolute silent people knew a few insights, but just a few. He could have talked, prove all her wrongs, and still can, but it isn't worthy in his opinion. He always thought that who knows him, knows him and the others doesn't matter (is his belief). He doesn't have to justify himself or something.. He just always took care to have a clean conscience. No struggle! No regrets! Just love from him!<3 P.S. All these comments from these last six months (I think) were just a few examples of what he lived. As usual already, he apologize if they disturbed something and were not welcomed. Hugs and kisses from.. just him! |
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| Lana Del Rey – Summertime Sadness Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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One more thing.. Inspired from reading a short insight explaining a very old fact. They know now why it was so important for him to almost beg for trust in his later but not similar in any of its aspects experiences. And this is just related to this so named previous experience but not similar in any of its aspects with “the one”. He requested trust, if not being asked explicitly, because, as already said, he NEVER talks about these experiences. What is between a women and him stays ONLY there till their end of time, at least from his side actions and doings. That's what a gentleman does, isn't it? But if it was necessary and not trusted he should have been directly asked by her, because they were at a point were they could ask and share any kind of info. Here are just a few insights for his queen only. The FACT is that in this previous experience but not similar in any of its aspects (so wrong judged by the vast majority of the people) HE didn't do any steps, not the first ones and not along their journey for a good period of time. SHE did all these steps, she approached him, teased him a lot and even kissed him the first. And that was just the first that he received. He even told her that he only wants serious things only, given the situation. And he started to like her and he even liked her much and to finally have even a crush on her. And after a time they became intimate. But along the route in all their experience SHE proved to be very, very, very huge highly demanding for “attention”. At first was interesting. And this occurred everyday, day by day, night by night, at each of their home, in the car, almost anywhere. At some point she said to him that she has a problem from this point of view. It was obvious, he saw it himself also. But he was also cautious all the time to assure his back, just ethical and only given the situation, HER ONLY initiatives in all matters of the relationship and the risk that she might change and try to put the blame on him. It was ok, no problem, but when he saw that, and a big change in her attitude in the end, she tried to put the blame on him, he KINDLY stopped the communication with that girl, shortly discussing with her and also saying to her not to EVER worry, and of course applyied the same “never talk about this policy”. After a while, they talked again, SHE called him, he trusted her, she played with his heart and mind again, they had a little argue and he just had enough and ended their communication. He really missed the good moments with her pretty much like a 2-3 years period, but he has been very disappointed about her attitude and never talked again. But he continued to care about her and respect her in his relations with others. BUT always he did like he said, he never talked about their experience, even if, many times, it was a very hard time for him. Only a few close ethical, trustfull and also absolute silent people knew a few insights, but just a few. He could have talked, prove all her wrongs, and still can, but it isn't worthy in his opinion. He always thought that who knows him, knows him and the others doesn't matter (is his belief). He doesn't have to justify himself or something.. He just always took care to have a clean conscience. No struggle! No regrets! Just love from him!<3 P.S. All these comments from these last six months (I think) were just a few examples of what he lived. As usual already, he apologize if they disturbed something and were not welcomed. Hugs and kisses from.. just him! |
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| Lana Del Rey – Blue Jeans Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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@[HIS:46597] QUEEN: One more important thing, in these very significant and special days.. With all the GREAT LOVE that he had and is still having for HER, for HIS QUEEN, he wants her to also know that HE DID NOT TAKE HER FOR GRANTED, not even for a second back then, he was just trying to be cautious to really be something between them and not to just be a band aid after her long time ended relationship that clearly left her broken, because it is absolutely normal because he knows she is not a superficial person, he knows it.. He perceived many alternative uncertain things, a little shown closure and also no intimacy moments, like in his previous but NOT similar in any of its aspects experiences.. He almost permanently didn't know what to think seeing her carrying but being kind of distant, unsecure and cold in the same time sometimes, alternatively.. Just here would JUST have been great and enough to have a little more trust from her.. So he tried to be careful.. Until he couldn't be anymore.. And he fell for her.. He apologize if needed, like already said it.. And this is something he was not and never will be “ashamed” for.. So what if he cared about her?.. She cared about him too, he knows it. He always said it - when ABOUT HER he never had, has or will have any foolish pride.. And so he did. When their two damn miles started and she made her choice, just assuming a lot of things probably, he tried as much as he could to keep their chances for an happy ending and a real chance, for something greater than their past and present itself.. Just to give it a try.. But it was too late, he was already highly incapacitated by so many, by a serious heavy toxic environment in that damn mc club.. He also HOPED, for quite a good time, that she will come back, if she isn't well outside or just where she is and she misses them also. He did miss her BIG TIME and he still is. But, if she didn't come back, he ultimately felt HAPPY FOR HER, for finding the life she desired and deserved of course, both privately and professionally. Anyway.. No struggles. No regrets. Just love from him.<3 P.S. Lately, they started texting again to each other. Wasn't easy, wasn't easy at all, big emotions, losing sleep again in the immediate beginning of this, due to the sincere appreciation and beautiful feelings, but in the end it felt good.<3 MY QUEEN, just LOVE from ALWAYS YOURS! MISS YOU, always did!<3 |
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| Lana Del Rey – Summertime Sadness Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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@[HIS:46596] QUEEN: One more important thing, in these very significant and special days.. With all the GREAT LOVE that he had and is still having for HER, for HIS QUEEN, he wants her to also know that HE DID NOT TAKE HER FOR GRANTED, not even for a second back then, he was just trying to be cautious to really be something between them and not to just be a band aid after her long time ended relationship that clearly left her broken, because it is absolutely normal because he knows she is not a superficial person, he knows it.. He perceived many alternative uncertain things, a little shown closure and also no intimacy moments, like in his previous but NOT similar in any of its aspects experiences.. He almost permanently didn't know what to think seeing her carrying but being kind of distant, unsecure and cold in the same time sometimes, alternatively.. Just here would JUST have been great and enough to have a little more trust from her.. So he tried to be careful.. Until he couldn't be anymore.. And he fell for her.. He apologize if needed, like already said it.. And this is something he was not and never will be “ashamed” for.. So what if he cared about her?.. She cared about him too, he knows it. He always said it - when ABOUT HER he never had, has or will have any foolish pride.. And so he did. When their two damn miles started and she made her choice, just assuming a lot of things probably, he tried as much as he could to keep their chances for an happy ending and a real chance, for something greater than their past and present itself.. Just to give it a try.. But it was too late, he was already highly incapacitated by so many, by a serious heavy toxic environment in that damn mc club.. He also HOPED, for quite a good time, that she will come back, if she isn't well outside or just where she is and she misses them also. He did miss her BIG TIME and he still is. But, if she didn't come back, he ultimately felt HAPPY FOR HER, for finding the life she desired and deserved of course, both privately and professionally. Anyway.. No struggles. No regrets. Just love from him.<3 P.S. Lately, they started texting again to each other. Wasn't easy, wasn't easy at all, big emotions, losing sleep again in the immediate beginning of this, due to the sincere appreciation and beautiful feelings, but in the end it felt good.<3 MY QUEEN, just LOVE from ALWAYS YOURS! MISS YOU, always did!<3 |
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| Lana Del Rey – Blue Jeans Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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So.. he is just trying to say to his BEAUTIFUL WOMAN and GREAT unfulfilled LOVE that he was practicing a completely different kind of science, one inspired from the beginning of their lovely experience, he was doing another kind of math calculations for their future.. But then.. the two damn miles.. And here he is so sorry if not being able to redirect the course of their lovely experience back on a good opened track.. That is, if she didn't choose another course intentionally, a thing that must be respected.. And he always respects this.. He always thought and ALWAYS applied as a strong belief the fact that what it is between a women and a man stays only between them till their end of time, no matter what.. And here, if the case, he is also sorry for not finding a way to give her some details about his past at the right moment, especially when seeing her making assumptions or wrong promoted facts, so she could truly understand from where he is speaking, or better said from where he IS NOT SPEAKING, accordingly to the above.. Anyway.. No struggle, no regrets! Just love, from your, ALWAYS YOURS man!<3 |
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| Lana Del Rey – Summertime Sadness Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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So.. he is just trying to say to his BEAUTIFUL WOMAN and GREAT unfulfilled LOVE that he was practicing a completely different kind of science, one inspired from the beginning of their lovely experience, he was doing another kind of math calculations for their future.. But then.. the two damn miles.. And here he is so sorry if not being able to redirect the course of their lovely experience back on a good opened track.. That is, if she didn't choose another course intentionally, a thing that must be respected.. And he always respects this.. He always thought and ALWAYS applied as a strong belief the fact that what it is between a women and a man stays only between them till their end of time, no matter what.. And here, if the case, he is also sorry for not finding a way to give her some details about his past at the right moment, especially when seeing her making assumptions or wrong promoted facts, so she could truly understand from where he is speaking, or better said from where he IS NOT SPEAKING, accordingly to the above.. Anyway.. No struggle, no regrets! Just love, from your, ALWAYS YOURS man!<3 |
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| Lana Del Rey – Blue Jeans Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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One more important thing.. the way he was able to always keep a clean memory of them and a proper attitude in ALL his interactions, back in time then and always since then, even after she left, no matter how hard it was for him, was by activating memory loss, immediate after her departure, but for just all the things she did in their last to damn miles, just after she made her decision to not give them a real chance.. he was very sad for her decision to leave, still is, but he always respected that.. he always kept just and ONLY the beautiful significant part of their experience.. sometimes, like now for example, he is doing a little math and he is thinking at where they could have been, at how their child could have been 5, 6, 7 yo now for example, at how their life as a family would be, and so on.. Anyway.. Like he always says.. No struggle, no regrets. Just love from him. |
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| Lana Del Rey – Summertime Sadness Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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One more important thing.. the way he was able to always keep a clean memory of them and a proper attitude in ALL his interactions, back in time then and always since then, even after she left, no matter how hard it was for him, was by activating memory loss, immediate after her departure, but for just all the things she did in their last to damn miles, just after she made her decision to not give them a real chance.. he was very sad for her decision to leave, still is, but he always respected that.. he always kept just and ONLY the beautiful significant part of their experience.. sometimes, like now for example, he is doing a little math and he is thinking at where they could have been, at how their child could have been 5, 6, 7 yo now for example, at how their life as a family would be, and so on.. Anyway.. Like he always says.. No struggle, no regrets. Just love from him. |
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| Lana Del Rey – Blue Jeans Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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.. beautiful song.. .. although she knows it already.. he feels like reinstate it.. .. the reason for what he always kept a clean memory of them and a proper attitude back in time and always since then, is because she meant, means and will ever mean his entire world, even that they are apart for quite a good time, and he will always care about her no matter how their lives will evolve in the future.. she will always be in his heart.. .. he just wishes the very best to her, to his queen.. and yes, he longs for seeing her one day, once again, someday.. <3 No strugle, no regrets! Just love from him! <3 |
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| Lana Del Rey – Summertime Sadness Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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.. beautiful song.. .. although she knows it already.. he feels like reinstate it.. .. the reason for what he always kept a clean memory of them and a proper attitude back in time and always since then, is because she meant, means and will ever mean his entire world, even that they are apart for quite a good time, and he will always care about her no matter how their lives will evolve in the future.. she will always be in his heart.. .. he just wishes the very best to her, to his queen.. and yes, he longs for seeing her one day, once again, someday.. <3 No strugle, no regrets! Just love from him! <3 |
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| Lana Del Rey – Blue Jeans Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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One more thing.. Or two, or three I guess.. .. he is so sorry for not discussing with her back then in all their experience, just finding a way to give some details, about his previous relationships, back in time then, even without being asked explicitly just indirectly, so she could truly understand from where he is speaking and some other so very important things before deciding leaving him.. he unfortunately relied on trust alone.. .. he is so sorry if he wasn't man enough for her or he didn't truly manage to show it properly to her, due to so, so many things and heavy true toxicity around them and especially around him in that damn mc club that he re-entered... P.S. He is so very sorry also for some of the comments added here over time.. Not at all a good idea to think and write to “the one”, when drinking a beer, or two, or three I guess. He is very sorry! No struggle! No regrets! Just love from him! |
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| Lana Del Rey – Summertime Sadness Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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One more thing.. Or two, or three I guess.. .. he is so sorry for not discussing with her back then in all their experience, just finding a way to give some details, about his previous relationships, back in time then, even without being asked explicitly just indirectly, so she could truly understand from where he is speaking and some other so very important things before deciding leaving him.. he unfortunately relied on trust alone.. .. he is so sorry if he wasn't man enough for her or he didn't truly manage to show it properly to her, due to so, so many things and heavy true toxicity around them and especially around him in that damn mc club that he re-entered... P.S. He is so very sorry also for some of the comments added here over time.. Not at all a good idea to think and write to “the one”, when drinking a beer, or two, or three I guess. He is very sorry! No struggle! No regrets! Just love from him! |
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| Lana Del Rey – Blue Jeans Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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One more thing.. He instead, thought was worth it (he doesn't regret it, still thinks it was worth it).. So he fighted for her and for them (in an elegant manner, always fair), although he was highly incapacitated by so many.. He apologize for this too, if needed.. Back then and always since then, even after she left, he kept a clean memory of them and a proper attitude no matter how hard it was. No one ever knew and will never know how he handled this and everything else as much as it lasted. No strugle, no regrets! Just love from him! |
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| Lana Del Rey – Summertime Sadness Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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One more thing.. He instead, thought was worth it (he doesn't regret it, still thinks it was worth it).. So he fighted for her and for them (in an elegant manner, always fair), although he was highly incapacitated by so many.. He apologize for this too, if needed.. Back then and always since then, even after she left, he kept a clean memory of them and a proper attitude no matter how hard it was. No one ever knew and will never know how he handled this and everything else as much as it lasted. No strugle, no regrets! Just love from him! |
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| Lana Del Rey – Blue Jeans Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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Such a lovely song! There is not and won't be a “good bye” between them, they just can't say it! And this is just as it should be! Thinking once again about their lovely experience.. a beautiful one!.. So beautiful! Two major things contributed in ruining their happy-end.. First one. From some point in their past, the mc club around them scared them (not a wake-up call!) and make it so very hard for them to handle the situation. But they managed it so very well because they trusted each other and they will also mange it so very well in the future. Because, they cared very much for each other! And they always will! Second one. Yes, indeed, the diving deep was a mistake, especially for him. They carred so very much about them. In light of that, HE himself is so very sorry if not being able to get a proper distance so she could entirely analyze their status by herself only. Yes, maybe the entire situation was very intense. She has to know that HE also is so very sorry for not being able to hold it the same two damn miles before their exit in their BRAND NEW F350. HE is so very sorry and he apologize if needed! Yes, indeed, maybe they cared too much. This is what it was.. There are moments from time to time, when he reviews it and thinks about it and he is sorry for not managing it better till the potentially happy ending. He is very sorry if he caused the rupture for not being able to hold it.. He is sorry also for whatever, if needed.. He cared very much about her! And he knows she cared about him too! And yes, he misses her a lot, very much also and he would also anytime attempt to just being able to see her once again.. ENDLESSS LOVE from him! Love you! Always will! Yours. Always! P.S. One more thing. Thank you for being with me all these years, and helping me in this process. Kiss! |
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| Lana Del Rey – Summertime Sadness Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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Such a lovely song! There is not and won't be a “good bye” between them, they just can't say it! And this is just as it should be! Thinking once again about their lovely experience.. a beautiful one!.. So beautiful! Two major things contributed in ruining their happy-end.. First one. From some point in their past, the mc club around them scared them (not a wake-up call!) and make it so very hard for them to handle the situation. But they managed it so very well because they trusted each other and they will also mange it so very well in the future. Because, they cared very much for each other! And they always will! Second one. Yes, indeed, the diving deep was a mistake, especially for him. They carred so very much about them. In light of that, HE himself is so very sorry if not being able to get a proper distance so she could entirely analyze their status by herself only. Yes, maybe the entire situation was very intense. She has to know that HE also is so very sorry for not being able to hold it the same two damn miles before their exit in their BRAND NEW F350. HE is so very sorry and he apologize if needed! Yes, indeed, maybe they cared too much. This is what it was.. There are moments from time to time, when he reviews it and thinks about it and he is sorry for not managing it better till the potentially happy ending. He is very sorry if he caused the rupture for not being able to hold it.. He is sorry also for whatever, if needed.. He cared very much about her! And he knows she cared about him too! And yes, he misses her a lot, very much also and he would also anytime attempt to just being able to see her once again.. ENDLESSS LOVE from him! Love you! Always will! Yours. Always! P.S. One more thing. Thank you for being with me all these years, and helping me in this process. Kiss! |
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| Lana Del Rey – Blue Jeans Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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... I will always love you! Take good care of you, please! Yours, always! ... |
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| Lana Del Rey – Summertime Sadness Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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... I will always love you! Take good care of you, please! Yours, always! ... |
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| Lana Del Rey – Summertime Sadness Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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.. Two last things must be said, just to remain forever clear enough for both their past and more important their future (as much as it might be, they already became so “quick”.. elders now; we are not so young anymore as I used to always say almost every day in our happy times).. .. No struggle.. .. No regrets.. First one. Their experience was thought by some of them as something really special, unique, and can not be compared to, not similar in any of its aspects, or even close to, any other previous experiences. Was always just an aspect of trust here!.. Second one. Looking back.. There are still no regrets after all these years.. Why?.. Because both people can decide in a relationship.. But, now.. The only thing to be reminded here, in some way, are the many lost years during the experiment itself and even more after that in the long recovering process, in a very important time period of life (matured people, ready and willing to settle in their private lives also, when people doesn't play anymore). The only thing to also must be reminded here, in some way, are all the many alternative good relationships deliberately ignored and lost in all these years back then in the experiment, just hoping for something greater than the present itself to follow. No problem, deliberate assumed choice, also! Again, no regrets! Risking and Losing! That’s life! Take care! |
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| Lana Del Rey – Blue Jeans Lyrics | 1 year ago |
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.. Two last things must be said, just to remain forever clear enough for both their past and more important their future (as much as it might be, they already became so “quick”.. elders now; we are not so young anymore as I used to always say almost every day in our happy times).. .. No struggle.. .. No regrets.. First one. Their experience was thought by some of them as something really special, unique, and can not be compared to, not similar in any of its aspects, or even close to, any other previous experiences. Was always just an aspect of trust here!.. Second one. Looking back.. There are still no regrets after all these years.. Why?.. Because both people can decide in a relationship.. But, now.. The only thing to be reminded here, in some way, are the many lost years during the experiment itself and even more after that in the long recovering process, in a very important time period of life (matured people, ready and willing to settle in their private lives also, when people doesn't play anymore). The only thing to also must be reminded here, in some way, are all the many alternative good relationships deliberately ignored and lost in all these years back then in the experiment, just hoping for something greater than the present itself to follow. No problem, deliberate assumed choice, also! Again, no regrets! Risking and Losing! That’s life! Take care! |
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| Lana Del Rey – Summertime Sadness Lyrics | 4 years ago |
| Never forget.. I will always love you.. | |
| Lana Del Rey – Blue Jeans Lyrics | 4 years ago |
| Never forget.. I will always love you.. | |
| Lana Del Rey – Summertime Sadness Lyrics | 4 years ago |
| So strange! Real fact! Just wanted to say that last night, I do not know how, I had a dream, reliving a painful fact after a such a long period of time. My dear loved one was leaving. The real strange fact is that I instantly woke up at that moment sensing a similar pain like I felt then, back in time. He must have been truly loved her! He will always love her and wishes her all the best! Just a thought... Now... After all these years! | |
| Lana Del Rey – Blue Jeans Lyrics | 4 years ago |
| So strange! Real fact! Just wanted to say that last night, I do not know how, I had a dream, reliving a painful fact after a such a long period of time. My dear loved one was leaving. The real strange fact is that I instantly woke up at that moment sensing a similar pain like I felt then, back in time. He must have been truly loved her! He will always love her and wishes her all the best! Just a thought... Now... After all these years! | |
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