| Pearl Jam – Black Lyrics | 6 years ago |
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@[thecrossbone:21901] I can't believe this. Over and over things like this happen to me. And for some time I've wanted it to stop, but it follows me everywhere I go. I had the "be all to end all" (his terminology) and that is literally what happened. I lost a relationship years ago because it was the wrong timing and the wrong logistics. I have a very instinctual feeling about him and it won't leave me. I've remarried twice. Failed. Moved around the country, nothing changed. Remodeled seven homes, couldn't wear myself out enough to forget... and every time I turn on the radio it's his song... Or I go somewhere and on a sign it's his name or I see 11:11 every day and all the time... The last three nights I've left work at different times and all three nights when I've got in the car, Black was on the radio. I had never listened to the lyrics but I knew tonight that I needed to because something was telling me to listen closely. I turned it up loud and listened and didn't really understand it. So I knew when I got home I needed to look it up and it brought me to this site... to this post that is four years old. My story is just like all of yours and it was exactly 20 years ago that I saw him. I've done everything imaginable to make peace with it, and I have. I love him still, and I am happy to just be happy to have known him. I have a good life that I've made, I'm a happy person. But it follows me... and I get on here and many of you are saying twenty years... crazy... And oh how I love Eddie Vedder. And oh yeah, I started an account too just to reply. Crossbone, I'm completely taken by your story and I know it's the truth.. I hope all is well with you and yours to this moment. Best to you and all the others that have posted. |
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