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Learning to be me, instead of what they want for them. As life continues, the pages turn, bridge burn. They tear it all down even though we're not on solid ground. Spreading lies round and round so who they truly are wont be found.
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Michael Jackson – Billie Jean Lyrics 3 years ago
@[chi:34900]-chi I could see that if it weren't for the line about his girl crying because the child's eye's were his. That denotes the child had his features. I take the "danced the floor..." lyrics as euphemism them fooling around. That's also why he's saying the line about advising ppl to thing twice about what they do. So while she wasn't actually a lover they messed around at least once

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Kittie – Charlotte Lyrics 5 years ago
@[ninscf:28902] That's the way I definitely took it especially after seeing the vid. My 1st bf who was a virgin killer saw it when we were younger.

Dude looked at me at the point where the girls started walking twards him while he was on the cliff. And asked why they'd do that to him and how brutal it was.

All I could think was dude this is a replica of your life. Get the garbage beat out of you by a group. They finally calm down and are looking to you earnestly, please tell me, explain it, I still love you. You don't want to own up you'd rather die so you jump.


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Poe – Angry Johnny Lyrics 6 years ago
Sorry about the multiples, I have no idea what's up with their system or how to delete them but they stop a the bottom of the 2nd page.

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Poe – Angry Johnny Lyrics 6 years ago
Look at the video. The bed, the candies, he obviously fancied her. Then later there are the suitcases she was going to leave.

The tone suggests a sexual theme. The way she says "blow you", you can tell she's using terms from his wants for her own purposes. "I wanna blow you..." but not the way you want.

The tone also shows how very distant and deadened she is from her feelings, she's not exactly angry but she knows this is the very best solution. When she asks where has his pleasure gone that changes it becomes a feeling of power. He enjoyed himself so much at her expense but then the tables turned. She's euphoric in response to his pain. He had to have hurt her bad.

Right before that point the video, she opens the box of candies takes a bite of one and spits it out. It looked like she was thinking she might as well eat them he got them for her right? But then she spits it out. There is no thing he can give her to balance out what he's doing, so it's disgusting. She realizes it fully and tosses the rest as well.

A lot of times in a situation when someone is raped they try to remove themselves from it or distance themselves. Or at times even if it's not their fault they feel like the Jezabel (another word for whore)

He's also called angry Johnny, she talks of ending his rage and in the video they show a male form throwing things. So not only is he a rapist he has anger issues. When she leaves in the end, the place is littered with his destruction.

In the end, she says she wants to blow away every part of him that doesn't feel okay. I don't know how to describe it, but being around someone who's done that to you makes you feel wrong. It's like your everything is screaming to reject them regardless of what you have to show on the outside.

I know the feel from my experience. Now I don't feel like he should die anymore but more like he shouldn't be alive or in this world. Yes, there is a difference. But my god, I had my plan but my friend, current bf now helped me get past that point. For anyone out there they are not worth it, not worth the further ruin of your life. Not unless you seriously need to get away and are in unavoidable danger.

Fear, mental and emotional manipulation stop you from seeing a way out but there's always a way. My way was it was either him or me (I wanted the later but I had a child, I would have to take him too because I couldn't assure him being okay. My sister (like a 2nd mother for him) had slit her own throat not long ago.) but there was another option. There were s few, I couldn't see them through the pain, depression and fear. There always is another way. Going, staying both are hard when someone is twisting your thoughts.

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TLC – Lovesick Lyrics 6 years ago
This is not Lovesick by a longshot.

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Otep – Blood Pigs Lyrics 6 years ago
"fed from the wound from
which we were bled

vomiting filth in
our soft cave heads

chewing on tissue,
tendon and fat

destroying the things
they do not understand"

This brings it all together. The people who benefit from the weaknesses and wounds that were made by life. They take advantage of the ignorance and lies that were in your mind and twist it to their purpose. Rending, reaping every bit of you they feel is good from you. They don't understand of agree with how others are or think so they try to shatter it.

Now whats left but someone who feels ugly, fucked up, different in pain and under their thumb. But then its realized that they shouldn't have been trusted. But at this point you still feed them and feel you need them because thats the way you've been programmed over time. They pretend to be like and for you. But they're making you afraid, they make you feel ugly and like a failure, and YOU apologize for it. Your feel broken and then they turn away like you are nothing.

Diving into words, diving into art is the only thing that keeps you hanging in there. Its the only way you can have anything that cannot be destroyed. It changes her, it helps her go beyond what she and where she was.

In the first part you're left ashamed and afraid and then they walk away like its nothing.

In the the end you confront them, use the fear to turn it into power. They're still afraid and the mark is left but the anger and hatred at the moment pushing it back. I'm not ashamed of what YOU did. I'm not afraid to put it out there. I'm not your slave, you can't hurt me anymore and I'm conquering this and you. But they are still turning away like its nothing. It sounds like at every turn they are trying not to acknowledge what they do. The end is a taunt "I'm not afraid" "you still suckle my plagues"(things are turned around, I may be afraid everyday but not under you and you'll feel it too now) "so why you walking away?" (they're scarred now too, they get to taste what they give, they get to see what they made in the end)

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Ani DiFranco – Gratitude Lyrics 6 years ago
@[RedLetterYear:21839] You have to be in that type of situation to understand. In some people it comes off strong but for others you will feel powerless especially when someone switches things around and pushes what they have done, and all the trouble they went through. I had an experience like that even though I had done a number of things to lend a hand, buying food, running, errands, helping in them keeping up their business they felt like more should have been added. They did as they chose and the rules and conditions were constantly changing from what they first said. And upon leaving and stating it wouldn't be happening guess what was said? I was ungrateful. The fiery stuff comes after a lot but not in the moment. Notice how at the end it picks up?

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Phantogram – When I'm Small Lyrics 7 years ago
I thinking when they say "Lucy's underground" they are talking about someone who has taken a fall in life and has hit rock bottom.

"She's got a mouth to feed" She has others to take care of and her own survival to deal with.

"Am I underground or am I in between?" Wondering are things as bad as they feel, is it the worst or is this just the norms of life

"underground or - in too deep?" Is this the worst or is things so hard she can't see past it.

"Show me love
You've got your hand on the button now
Showin' love
You've got your hand on the button now" Someone is trying to show they love her but she can't handle it so its as if they have their hand on the self destruct button. But now she's asking for it because it doesn't matter anymore the hand is already on the self destruct button.

"Lucy's underground
She's never coming back
Am I still alive
Or has the light gone black" She feels like she's hit rock bottom and can't come back from it. She wonders if there is anything of her left or if its all dead

"Take me underground
Take me all the way
Bring me to the fire
Throw me in the flame" She feels like she might as well go all the way and destroy whats left since she's so far gone. Its a can't stop a train once its rolling situation.

"I'd rather die than to be with you" She prefers death to falling apart because she knows she'll be nothing if this continues with them

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Kittie – Charlotte Lyrics 7 years ago
@[evilangel09:18982] Not really to me. I had an ex who would get freaked when I'd play the song and tried to pretend like he didn't understand the video. Like "Omg when did chick act like that he just thought she was cute and wanted to be friends. Why'd they do that?" I told him dude jumped all by himself after they all put down the rocks and were looking for explanation or just anything but he'd rather jump instead like a coward. I think the guilty virgin killer in him was nervous seeing a kindred.

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Ani DiFranco – Rush Hour Lyrics 7 years ago
It's about a woman who is not satisfied with the relationship she has with her significant other.

"And there were some things I did not tell him
There were certain things he did not need to know
And there were some days I did not love him
He didn't understand me and I did not know why I didn't go"

I feel like this is her speaking of the things she never told him because he was not on the same mental or emotional level as her. Whats the point her telling him or him knowing when he'll never try to understand when she gave him so many chances? Some days she can't even feel love for him because of this.

"He said, "change the channel. I've got problems of
My own. I am sick of hearing about
AIDS and people without homes."
And I said, " well, Id like to sympathize with
That, but if you don't understand, then how can you act?"

He doesn't want to hear about trouble going on around him, he feels only his own problems matter. He is hardened to others hardships or turns a blind eye. She wonders what it must be like not to care about any of this and is almost saying she wishes she could turn away as easily as him. She is also rebuking him for acting like he cares about things sometimes when he understands none of it.

"I expect summer to be there in the morning.
I woke to the alarm, but she was out of arms
reach, sneaking out on silent thighs.
That were spent and sore from the hot nights that came before"

She expected better days to comes but every morning after the night they slept together she woke to find any promises that were made anything he did to be able sleep with her wouldn't continue after the deed was done.

"He said, "I looked at you. I don't know why."
I said, "I was wearing black so you could see
Me against the sky."
Take your big leather boots, and your buckles,
And your chains, put them on a downtown train"

She leaves and he claims to have looked for her sounding exasperated but it was him acting again. He didn't try hard if at all. She says she was wearing black so he can see her against the sky. This is in reference to his head being in the clouds and the big blue sky while she lives in their reality which is not good right now. A strict contrast to his dream world. She tells him to take his overbearing manly man, chest thumping, big britches, self-righteous persona and go.

"I expected he would be there in the morning
I awoke to the alarm
He was still in arm's reach,
But his body was just a disguise
His mind had wondered off long ago
I could tell by his eyes"

He never listened anyway so she knew he wouldn't when she told him to go. She woke to find him there but realizes by looking in his eyes there's nothing really there he stopped honestly thinking and caring long ago.

"Love isn't over when the sheets are stained
In my head there remains so much left to be said
Make me laugh,
Make me cry,
Enrage me,
But just don't try to disengage me"

She feels all he cares about when he claims to love is relating to the body thats all. He wont really talk to her make her laugh, engage her, she'd rather his words make her cry if only he would get serious with her on some level. But no he always shut her down on a deeper level.

That would be my guess

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The Delgados – The Drowning Years Lyrics 7 years ago
I almost hate them for this song.

It's about being in someones life who has their own demons. After a while life has little meaning to them and death in the only thing they feel ends and releases them from it. Going through crazy times and in the morning things still aren't right like they should be, its not over. (i.e. slept in the park...) The days when she was better are gone, Things get worse and worse, till she can't be reached by words. He wonders were's the light, when will morning happen and the nightmare will be over? There's just enough of her mind left to decide to die. The last night when she dies everything broke loose it was all bad. He realizes that all that all the dreams they had were a lie because they'll never happen. He's a liar too he must have felt he could save her. If that's all that's left to them he might as well send his life to the fire.Now that she's dead everyone has their idea of why she did what she did. He knows what really happened and they don't, can't understand. But he's not sure if her choice was right or wrong.

The chorus is the same as what swhite says. The noises that make all the voices. Everything that takes him back to all the messed up times and his feelings of hopelessness, the drowning. He can't get it to stop. She thinks that she can save him by dying and she feels like she's already dead in her mind.

I love The Delgados songs even this one but I hate this so much. This is my life and it was my sister's. Her death solved nothing but at least she's not hurt or confused anymore. But I am more than I ever was sticking to her on wild goose chases, and trying to reason and comfort so much, loosing parts of me in the end. Never have I hated relating to a Delgados song so much.

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Florence + the Machine – Dog Days Are Over Lyrics 8 years ago
@[chi:12881]-chi on a side note I recently saw the artist said the "dog days" was in reference to Sirus. Found this on wiki: The ancient Greeks observed that the appearance of Sirius heralded the hot and dry summer, and feared that it caused plants to wilt, men to weaken, and women to become aroused. Makes sense.

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Florence + the Machine – Dog Days Are Over Lyrics 8 years ago
I feel its about someone who was afraid of happiness. She doesn't know how to deal with it. Everytime she'd be close to it she'd try to stop it. She'd start intimate relationships that would get in the way of her happiness.

The "With every bubble she sank with a drink" I think has a double meaning. Everytime happiness appeared and she got a taste of it she'd feel bad about it. I'm also thinking it may be talking about the use of alcohol to mute the feeling.

The chorus is basically saying the bad times are over. The part about the horses are coming makes me think of a fox hunt. Something to ruin the happiness is about to come, like trying to reach back to those old intimacies, regrets, wants, guilt, things/feelings from the past are coming to hunt her down. She needs to run from those things for her loved ones. She wont be able to live carrying all the weight of her past so she needs to let it go.

"And I never wanted anything from you
Except everything you had
And what was left after that too, oh."
She's thinking about an old bad relationship and what she had wanted from that person but never got. She's started longing again.

In the end she has a chance to be truly happy and hits her hard and shakes her badly. So bad it hurts. By someone who should have known better than that. I think that someone was herself she feels she should have known better after she looks back at her past.

This was one of my sister's favorites. She was like this. She just couldn't run fast enough. She gave it a good fight though. She was so close to happiness and felt it would be ruined. Her whole life was about to change for the better and her mind couldn't take it.

She was my other half, it was like together we made person who could at least try. I have to learn from what happened with her. Now that she's gone it's harder leave what I need to behind. But I have to for my mother whose in a bad situation and my son who has ptsd. She always said it's not the weight it's how long you carry it that makes the difference.

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Evanescence – October Lyrics 10 years ago
I wholeheartedly agree with your statement. With the way it's sung it's definitely calling out to Jehovah for forgiveness. Evanescence while not a Christian band did write some songs dealing with life troubles and relation with god.

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Sixpence None the Richer – There She Goes Lyrics 10 years ago
Completely ridiculous people the song is up for interpretation. The original may have been about drugs. After watching SNTR's video it's obvious what meaning they felt in it, it's about the love felt for a girl. This is a pretty open song no true boundaries on it, it's mostly full of feeling. So you could think it's about drugs, a loved one, sex, even a child, or whatever you mind can drag up. And by the way I think it's pretty awesome as far as the Christianity thing that their feelings about the song didn't just scream drugs. It's shows at least in that factor they are clean within their mind. I like the idea of people finding beautiful meaning in something that is less clean. And honestly don't be stupid Jehovah did not make the song or birth control

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Flyleaf – Fully Alive Lyrics 10 years ago
Firstly the lyrics are missing a line. It belongs at the end of the chorus "And she knows how to believe in futures" I'm thinking its talking about a girl who has gone through a great ordeal she's been broken down and broken down again after that. She spent a time away from the world to rest and heal. She's here now and even through things may not be perfect she can't complain because she feels alive, polished. She is ashamed of her condition and her previous doings. She can now appreciates life greater after her ordeal. She is just filled with the energy and hope that her relief has given her it's like she's been awakened so she's more alive than most and now has hope for her future.

But maybe not it just comes to me this way because I know somebody who is going through degrees of breaking down and relief from sufferings. I'm just really hoping in the end she can feel this polished, joyous, and happily not desperately look towards the future.

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Ani DiFranco – Up Up Up Up Up Up Lyrics 10 years ago
Up, up, up, up, up, up points the Spire of the steeple But God's work isn't done by God It's done by people

~I'm thinking this refers to people doing what they wish and claiming what they're doing is sanctioned by or his works

Up, up, up, up, up, up points the Fingers of the trees The lumberjacks with their bloody axes Are on their knees

~I'm not sure but to me it seems like something beautiful and growing has been destroyed or murdered and said destroyers are full of regret

And just when you think that you've got enough Enough grows And everywhere that you go in life Enough knows

~When you think you have all you need the needs grow and no matter where in life you are nothing will ever seem to be enough

The steam from the sewer As she rounds the corner The brutal wind blows right through her Up, up, up, up, up, up raises The stakes of the game Each day sinks its bootprints into her clay And she's not the same

~Life is at a difficult point and she feels the harshness of reality. Everyday in life molds and changes her so isn't the same as before

Half of learning how to play Is learning what not to play And she's learning the spaces she leaves Have their own things to say

~She's learning to pick and choose her fights(? for lack of better word). Once you leave a certain point in life the fact that you're not there anymore doesn't erase the fact you were there, someone will always have something to say or think about you. So that again emphasizes her learning to leave certain situations or people alone.

Then she's trying to sing just enough So that the air around her moves And make music like mercy That gives what it is and has nothing to prove

~She's trying to put her ideas out there just enough so they can be heard but doesn't want to hide her agenda in the presentation or push them on others.

She crawls out on a limb And begins to build her home And it's enough just to look around To know she's not alone
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~She in an unstable place but she's still trying to build something for herself even though she knows she's taking a chance. Even though its hard she's glad to know either that she's not the only one or that others are there for her. I'm not clear on which it is.

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Maroon 5 – She Will Be Loved Lyrics 11 years ago
It's about a man who cheated on his girlfriend he wants to still be there for her and doesn't want what they had to end. But he can't help himself when he see's the other woman since she has troubles in her life and has been hurt. So every time the woman calls he'll come comfort her. He can't stand to see the other woman hurt but he doesn't like that he's the cause of his girlfriend's hurt. He finds it hard to let go of the girlfriend when she wants to leave so he's telling her he will always be waiting to love her and that he wants to make her feel beautiful.

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Alanis Morissette – Wake Up Lyrics 12 years ago
This is a perfect example of some of the people who inhabit this world. They think they know how life is, they think they understand when life hasn't truly hasn't touched them. They like the idea of things until they're directly in it. The snow is nice unless you have feel to it's cold. The rain is enjoyable until you get wet. That rose is a the ground now, it's ruined, dirty now. There's no beauty to be seen in it, it might as well be a turd cause it sure as hell isn't wanted now. You take others for granted but will never admit it, never apologize. Talk of your "misery", love the attention you get from it as long as you're not going through it. You sit on your ass waiting for someone to do for you because your too lazy to do the work yourself. No matter what anyone says you refuse to try for anything. You use and use till there's nothing left and your host has crumbled at rock rock bottom. You don't care because caring is too hard. You believe in karma except you're the only one exempt from it. Why do they act that way? Because it's so much fuck'n easier to not be a decent being. Everybody is tired of your shit they seen enough of it. You need to get off of that B.S. and wake the fuck up.

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Michael Jackson – Billie Jean Lyrics 12 years ago
It's simple the man slept with Billy Jean. He tells his current girl he was never with the other chick, that the child is someone else's. In the end the mother of the child shows up tells his girlfriend what really happened and he can't depute because the baby looks like him. He played around regardless of what his mother had told him and he got caught up like she said he would.

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Theatre of Tragedy – A Rose For The Dead Lyrics 17 years ago
I meant to say this:
People can overlook the time but those two must abide by it.

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Theatre of Tragedy – A Rose For The Dead Lyrics 17 years ago
The song is very vampyric.

"my precious,
likest thou what emergeth yon the distant?
the throbbing and breathing of life's machinery!"

Thier prey emerges

"with the devil-instrument it we shall reap,
after the banquet obscur'd in our thole,
its blood so lovingly across our faces smear"

Dracula made a deal with the devil to gain immortality and I assume the "banquet" they reap is the blood of the living

"one funeral maketh many,

swarm god's acres;"

If someone is killed by being made a vampyre they dwell on the earth and kill more to feast

"we two abide the overlook'd time of the watch."

Most people overlook the time but most abide by it

"make this cherish'd feast last
but until the new dawn ascendeth.

be still - harken the lure of night!
bale in each its damndest shadow,
cloth me in night, ne'er fell rue,
in its face, behold! naught save grue.

pray, ne'er come hither daylight!
wane to dust the wight,
velvet darkness, thee we ourselves bestow!
misery it in velvet fright "

They're trying to feast as much as possable before the sun comes up, they don't want daylight to come.

Meh, that's what I take from it. if I'm wrong ah, well

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