This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Bought myself a new look
Something gave me another chance to see
Each time, each time, I will try to do better
By now, by now, is where I guess I belong
Pull my fist from my mouth
I beat myself for a quarter century
Remind, remind
That it's bigger than me
Dissolve, dissolve
Into evergreens
These are things that I keep hidden in belly
I can't see them but they control my life
For a moment you could see right through me
See right through me
Help me make this right
Look at all those skeletons running from their closets
Get them in the light
These are things that I keep hidden in belly
I can't see them but they control my life
For a moment you could see right through me
See right through me
Help me make this right
Look at all those skeletons running from their closets
Get them in the light
Get them in the light
You can take it in stride
Or you can take it right between the eyes
Suck up, suck up
And take your medicine
It's a good day, it's a good day
To face the hard things
Pull my fist from my mouth
I beat myself for a quarter century
Remind, remind
That it's bigger than me
Dissolve, dissolve
Into evergreens
We found
Beautiful babies
Sleeping in our ribs
Get them in the light
Get them in the light
Something gave me another chance to see
Each time, each time, I will try to do better
By now, by now, is where I guess I belong
Pull my fist from my mouth
I beat myself for a quarter century
Remind, remind
That it's bigger than me
Dissolve, dissolve
Into evergreens
These are things that I keep hidden in belly
I can't see them but they control my life
For a moment you could see right through me
See right through me
Help me make this right
Look at all those skeletons running from their closets
Get them in the light
These are things that I keep hidden in belly
I can't see them but they control my life
For a moment you could see right through me
See right through me
Help me make this right
Look at all those skeletons running from their closets
Get them in the light
Get them in the light
You can take it in stride
Or you can take it right between the eyes
Suck up, suck up
And take your medicine
It's a good day, it's a good day
To face the hard things
Pull my fist from my mouth
I beat myself for a quarter century
Remind, remind
That it's bigger than me
Dissolve, dissolve
Into evergreens
We found
Beautiful babies
Sleeping in our ribs
Get them in the light
Get them in the light
Lyrics submitted by aphid360
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I view this song as more about depression, and how hiding it and beating yourself up about it isn't going to help overcome it.
yeah, craig minowa lost his child in 2002. nearly all of his music revolves around coping with his loss. this guy has a reason to be emo. absolutely love this band.
This song is about accepting and confronting awful things from your past. Forgiveness of others, and of yourself. Moving past guilt and self-pity, and acceptance that you can't control everything. The message is that until you confront your past, get the skeletons out of the closet and into the light you won't be able to move on.
I love the part towards the end of the song, before the last verse, when the song goes quiet and builds, with the competing lyrics "we found beautiful babies sleeping in our ribs" and "you can take it in stride or you can take it right between the eyes ..."
Such a beautiful musical representation of the message that until you face the hard things can you move on and find those "beautiful babies" within yourself. Listen to the live version that was released as a part of their documentary - it's amazing.
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this is such a good song. but it gets creepier and creepier every time i listen to it. it also reminds me of fetuses.
I disagree on the anti-abortion stance people are placing on the song.
I don't know much about the band's personal beliefs, but because of who recommended them to me, and my own personal beliefs, this is how I see it:
I'm relating everything to meditation practice and general Buddhist world-views ("now, is where I guess I belong" and "Remind, remind, that it's bigger than me")
"These are things that I keep hidden in belly, I can't see them but they control my life"
^It is often said that secrets and unacknowledged pain and suffering are held in are bellies as a hardness that causes us more confusion and suffering. We must soften, despite the difficulties of facing reality. v
"t's a good day, it's a good day To face the hard things"
Get your pain out of the dark, and meet your true self.
Yeah, I also have to disagree with the anti-abortion thing, depression seems like a much more clear interpretation.
Also Craig Minowa from what I know is quite the leftist, I'd be surprised to find out he isn't pro-choice. Though I could always be wrong.
leisure you got it. Also, if anything the baby lines refference the child the lead singer and celloist lost to SIDS I believe(don't quote me on that though). I saw this song as coping and trying to move on after that.
yeah i also read somewhere about the singer's loss of a child... and i think a lot of the new album is about that. and this song. obviously. since it's part of the album...