This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Is there any hope for us, or are the rumors true?
Are we just the mulch and kindling that accrues?
Can we recover from this?
I've seen expressions in department stores
I've smelled regression wafting up from these shores
This is not a celebration of slipping through some crack
This is sloth and devastation and we're the resulting trash
Count on your fingers tonight
Count on your fingers tonight
And believe what you find
I'm sick of making small talk in this rotting chowline
Can we recover, recover recover?
Can we recover, recover recover?
We cover our heads and run for the gutter
Toby Keith's horses and Toby Keith's men
Finally put us all in our place
It's a wonderful hug when there's so much more to love
When there's steaks and hearts jammed in your face
This is the fucking slop line
And we're scratching with our hooves
How much of evolution
Must we finally disprove?
Count on your fingers tonight
Count on your fingers tonight
And believe what you find
I don't believe what we find
Can we recover, recover recover?
Can we recover, recover recover?
We cover our heads and run for the gutter
Dear Mother, I'm sorry
There was nowhere left to run
We fought and we fought until our bullets ran out
And they took us one by one
Dear Mother, I'm sorry
We had just barely begun
This will be the last letter from your only son
Your only son
Yeah I do not believe
Recover as one
Are we just the mulch and kindling that accrues?
Can we recover from this?
I've seen expressions in department stores
I've smelled regression wafting up from these shores
This is not a celebration of slipping through some crack
This is sloth and devastation and we're the resulting trash
Count on your fingers tonight
Count on your fingers tonight
And believe what you find
I'm sick of making small talk in this rotting chowline
Can we recover, recover recover?
Can we recover, recover recover?
We cover our heads and run for the gutter
Toby Keith's horses and Toby Keith's men
Finally put us all in our place
It's a wonderful hug when there's so much more to love
When there's steaks and hearts jammed in your face
This is the fucking slop line
And we're scratching with our hooves
How much of evolution
Must we finally disprove?
Count on your fingers tonight
Count on your fingers tonight
And believe what you find
I don't believe what we find
Can we recover, recover recover?
Can we recover, recover recover?
We cover our heads and run for the gutter
Dear Mother, I'm sorry
There was nowhere left to run
We fought and we fought until our bullets ran out
And they took us one by one
Dear Mother, I'm sorry
We had just barely begun
This will be the last letter from your only son
Your only son
Yeah I do not believe
Recover as one
Lyrics submitted by punkpirate
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I think that this song is surprisely round about, which is great. The idea of the song, I think, is how we are humans and yet we refuse to act like it. The line about Toby Keith is obviously a reference to his stances on war, specifically that stupid song he wrote right after 9/11. I think that the line "How much evolution must we disprove" is actually questioning our actions, because they reflect those of animals rather than of enlightened human beings...of course this is just one interpretation...i think the best supporting evidence of it though is the last two verses, the dear mother lines are clearly talking about a war of some sort- I, of course, assume the actual war- which is such a primal and animalistic reaction to how to deal with each other.
Just a personal interpretation: "It's a wonderful hug when there's so much more to love When there's steaks and hearts jammed in your face" I think is talking about veganism/vegetarianism
Toby Keith is a country musician and people in the South listen to country music. Some people in the South also believe in Creationism and not Evolution, so Toby Keith's horse and Toby Keith's men is a reference to those in the South(and Mid-West) that want Creationism taught in the schools instead of Evolution. There was a big thing about it in Kansas a few years ago.
This song is an anti-war song. Toby Keith, the country music star, was given the Johnny Michael Spann award after writing "Courtesy of the Red White and Blue". Mike Spann was the first US casualty in Afghanistan, a US Marine Captain who was killed in a riot in Mazar-e-Shariff while performing interrogation duties for the CIA.
He was killed by a mob of prisoners after shooting them 'until his bullets ran out' and he was overcome by the mob.
I believe this song is an expression of outspoken anger at all of us as Americans allowing this war to start. Here we are acting like pigs in the slop line, taking the scraps of offal that this civilization allows us. Some of us, like Toby Keith, take it as a celebration that we've slipped through a crack and survived and evolved into humanity. But others, like TLA (and me) take it as if we are surrounded by sloth and devastation that allows such horror to occur while the soft fat white underbelly of america cheers it on painting everything in red white and blue.
And the real horror of it is that in a war like this, men like Mike Spann give their lives and die horrible deaths fighting for something they believe in. While Toby Keith's horses and men cheer it on, He has died as the mulch and kindling that accrue. He's a real man who suffered and died and left a family behind to fight a sickening war.
The imagery in the song is about livestock, cattle scratching to get the offal of the slopline, getting fat eating this trash, then dying inglorious deaths.
Where's the evolution? Have we evolved beyond being these cattle? Can we as a species recover and take the title of human back? Have we regressed so far that we are no longer human?
i think its "we cover our heads as we run for the gunner" maybe? i don't have a lyric sheet though, so im not sure.
it says gutter in the album booklet, the intro sounds heaps like a typical against me song
I think this song is about how the lawrence arms are going against all musical trends, and selling their records while doing it. Toby Keith, who I presume is a popular country singer, is used to show what's in right now as far as the mass public as he "puts them in their place".
How much of evolution Must we finally disprove?
is the key line in this song I think. And the opening where he says, "This is not a celebration of slipping through some crack", i think he's trying to say that their accomplishment is nothing small.
yeah... i got the 'gutter' part when the album came out and i got the liner notes. i think i still like it if it was 'gunner' better.
I think the "Dear Mother" verses are about how they are fighting a losing battle against what's described in the "Toby Keith" verse, and how eventually that conformity will quell all resistance and swallow everyone. It's a depressing prediction really.
Just a thought...
songs called recovering the opposable thumb.... the opposable thumb an amazing evolution event....
hey look "how much of evolution/ must we finally disprove?"
hmmm... humans worse than dogs... yes...
tody keith miserable musician and probably less human than most chimps....
i see a pattern....
Dont even mention Against Me! in a lawrence arms thread, they're fucking rubbish compared to Lawrence regardless if the intro is arpeggio chords like that fucking piece of shit song Miami.
The song is back-and-forth sarcasm about evolution. "This is not a celebration of slipping through some crack." As in, by evolutionary chance, humans evolved to what we are today. Contrastly, no matter how much we think that evolutionary chance was a good thing, humans are the "resulting trash" because that evolutionary chance ultimately is causing the planets destruction.
Toby Keith's horses and Toby Keith's men finally put us all in our place because he's making his money blissfully unaware of the destruction of earthkind going on around us, yet has a massive fanbase while he writes bullshit songs about tractors. TLA however has a message and a meaning yet still drives in shitty fans and lives the punk-band life (which is described by the "this is the fucking slop line/chowline lyric. They're all living destitute while Toby Keith is on top of the world.) I personally think thats the best "FUCK YOU!" line i've ever heard in a song.
The "its a wonderful hug when there is so much more to love...when theres steaks and hearts jammed in your face." line is necessarily about veganism, but more about the sloth/glutton phenomenon that is American lifestyle. American citizens are among the most overweight in the world, etc.
To be fair yer that against me song is pretty shit but if u listen to the first 2 albums by against me they are class. <br /> <br /> dont know who this toby keith is as im English. anyone care to explain? <br /> <br /> i thought the dear mother bit was bout mother nature and saying how we've only been evolved for what is a short amount of time. <br /> <br /> cheers tho for bit bout how much of evolution must we finally disprove. that line makes sense now.
I think this is a response to Toby Keith's "Courtesy of the Red, White, and Blue" and how it was a call to arms for war at the time. Here's the song. How retarded and redneck are these lyrics:
American girls and American guys will always stand up and salute; Will always recognize When we see ol' glory flying, There's a lot of men dead, So we can sleep in peace at night when we lay down our head.
My daddy served in the army, Where he lost his right eye. But he flew a flag out in our yard 'til the day that he died. He wanted my mother, my brother, my sister and me To grow up and live happy in the land of the free.
Now this nation that I love has fallen under attack. A mighty sucker punch came flying in from somewhere in the back. Soon as we could see clearly through our big black eye, Man we lit up your world like the Fourth of July.
Hey Uncle Sam put your name at the top of his list, And the Statue of Liberty started shaking her fist. And the eagle will fly, And there's gonna be Hell, When you hear Mother Freedom start ringing her bell! It's gonna feel like the whole wide world is raining down on you... Brought to you courtesy of the Red, White and Blue!
Oh, Justice will be served and the battle will rage. This big dog will fight when you rattle his cage You'll be sorry that you messed with the US of A 'Cuz we'll put a boot in your ass It's the American way.
Hey Uncle Sam put your name at the top of his list, And the Statue of Liberty started shaking her fist. And the eagle will fly, And there's gonna be Hell, When you hear Mother Freedom start ringing her bell! And it'll feel like the whole wide world is raining down on you... Brought to you courtesy of the Red, White and Blue!
Of the Red, White and Blue.. Of my Red, White and Blue...