So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
You are the one
Tore off both your arms
Gouged out your eyes
And ripped out your own tongue
So listen
I'm not special, I'm just broken
And I don't wanna be fixed
No one else I
No one else I
Wanna be like
So I stayed the same
Like nobody else
So you think you can sing or clap
Well, all you need is an ear
So listen
I'm not special, I'm just broken
And I don't wanna be fixed
No one else I
No one else I
Wanna be like
So I stayed the same
Like nobody else
No one else I
No one else I
Wanna be like
So I stayed the same
Like nobody else
No one else I
No one else I
Wanna be like
So I stayed the same
Like nobody else
No one else I
No one else I
Wanna be like
So I stayed the same
Like nobody else
I'm not special, I'm just
Broken and I don't wanna be fixed
I'm not special, I'm just
Broken and I don't wanna be fixed
I'm not special, I'm just
Broken and I don't wanna be fixed
I'm not special, I'm just
Broken and I don't wanna be fixed
I'm not special, I'm just
Broken and I don't wanna be fixed
Tore off both your arms
Gouged out your eyes
And ripped out your own tongue
So listen
I'm not special, I'm just broken
And I don't wanna be fixed
No one else I
No one else I
Wanna be like
So I stayed the same
Like nobody else
So you think you can sing or clap
Well, all you need is an ear
So listen
I'm not special, I'm just broken
And I don't wanna be fixed
No one else I
No one else I
Wanna be like
So I stayed the same
Like nobody else
No one else I
No one else I
Wanna be like
So I stayed the same
Like nobody else
No one else I
No one else I
Wanna be like
So I stayed the same
Like nobody else
No one else I
No one else I
Wanna be like
So I stayed the same
Like nobody else
I'm not special, I'm just
Broken and I don't wanna be fixed
I'm not special, I'm just
Broken and I don't wanna be fixed
I'm not special, I'm just
Broken and I don't wanna be fixed
I'm not special, I'm just
Broken and I don't wanna be fixed
I'm not special, I'm just
Broken and I don't wanna be fixed
Lyrics submitted by Mellow_Harsher
SOLVE COAGULA Lyrics as written by Shooter Jennings Brian Warner
Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC
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