I wish I was free of this

I see her in my dreams
Wish that she wasn't there
But she still haunts me and I
Still feel her breath on me
Still want to taste her skin
But I know that won't kill me

Now
Still I choke on her lies
Still from her last caress or goodbye

Now all this sickens me
This
I can't erase this from me
And now
And everything I feel
The end of our sick

Now
Still I feel my strength hurt
To pick, hold my head high

Now
Still I choke on her lies
I rewrite my song

Still I feel my strength hurt
To pick, hold my head high

Still I choke on her lies
I rewrite my song

I wish I was free of this


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    by dukerox4ever on 05-14-2007 @ 02:48:15 PM I love this song...this is me and my b/f's song

    by Iron Sheik on 07-31-2007 @ 04:36:42 PM Are you kidding me??? This about how your a dumb cunt!!! ASSHOLE FACE. This song should not be shared with no whore. This is pure aggression towards dumb whores like dukerox4ever who most likely will leave her boyfriend because is is a good dude... Please kill yourself so he can have this song for himself

    amen

    ChaDMcBaDDon December 16, 2007   Link

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