I was trying to make a point way, way, way back then because I wanted you to know I had standards, if nothing else. No way I was gonna risk my integrity, neither. Clearly.
I guess (or I was just in or out of my f'n mind.. prob'ly after someone very close to me tried practiklly forcing me into the underground gateway world of no inhibitions and drugs at a very young age). However, I might have resisted that world then, now I'm better educated.
@ImYourTerror I know how messed up you were when we met but nothing showed what you were going through only the lovable beautiful person you showed which obviously was such deception just using me for your own ends which worked very well i did fall in love with you but you made one mistake 'confusion' which i hated and walked away something which you have never forgotten shame but it was your choice all it needed was 'the truth' which you could not say even today when i am 'open' for us to communicate again but you cant face me...
@ImYourTerror I know how messed up you were when we met but nothing showed what you were going through only the lovable beautiful person you showed which obviously was such deception just using me for your own ends which worked very well i did fall in love with you but you made one mistake 'confusion' which i hated and walked away something which you have never forgotten shame but it was your choice all it needed was 'the truth' which you could not say even today when i am 'open' for us to communicate again but you cant face me can you because really everything was 'a ruse' i mean everything thank you for showing me that
To whom it may concern.. you know who y'are..
I was trying to make a point way, way, way back then because I wanted you to know I had standards, if nothing else. No way I was gonna risk my integrity, neither. Clearly.
I guess (or I was just in or out of my f'n mind.. prob'ly after someone very close to me tried practiklly forcing me into the underground gateway world of no inhibitions and drugs at a very young age). However, I might have resisted that world then, now I'm better educated.
@ImYourTerror I know how messed up you were when we met but nothing showed what you were going through only the lovable beautiful person you showed which obviously was such deception just using me for your own ends which worked very well i did fall in love with you but you made one mistake 'confusion' which i hated and walked away something which you have never forgotten shame but it was your choice all it needed was 'the truth' which you could not say even today when i am 'open' for us to communicate again but you cant face me...
@ImYourTerror I know how messed up you were when we met but nothing showed what you were going through only the lovable beautiful person you showed which obviously was such deception just using me for your own ends which worked very well i did fall in love with you but you made one mistake 'confusion' which i hated and walked away something which you have never forgotten shame but it was your choice all it needed was 'the truth' which you could not say even today when i am 'open' for us to communicate again but you cant face me can you because really everything was 'a ruse' i mean everything thank you for showing me that