Well, i don't want to say anything for sure but there's a movie called far from heaven about gay people, and the song for sure fits on the spot "keep things bottled up, never speaking my mind" mean staying in the closet, "i can't change who i am, how i feel" in the movie the mc tries to change, goes to a conversion therapy but it fails and he falls into a pseudo "depression" and alcool "i have done what you asked of me, leaves me nothing to live for" later in the movie he finally decide to divorce her to get together with a guy he fell in love with corresponding to "can't lie anymore and won't pretend"
Well, i don't want to say anything for sure but there's a movie called far from heaven about gay people, and the song for sure fits on the spot "keep things bottled up, never speaking my mind" mean staying in the closet, "i can't change who i am, how i feel" in the movie the mc tries to change, goes to a conversion therapy but it fails and he falls into a pseudo "depression" and alcool "i have done what you asked of me, leaves me nothing to live for" later in the movie he finally decide to divorce her to get together with a guy he fell in love with corresponding to "can't lie anymore and won't pretend"