For me Carmen has always been simply about a girl who is faking her perfection and carefreeness to hide insecurities, making people either love her for how flawless she is or hated for being way too charming to be real, while Carmen herself is somehow aware that the life she has is full of lies, she may even feel sorry for all the people who fell for her persona because she knows the dark side of that life, but it's just the way she has to live, the mask the must wear while her true self is so damn lost
For me Carmen has always been simply about a girl who is faking her perfection and carefreeness to hide insecurities, making people either love her for how flawless she is or hated for being way too charming to be real, while Carmen herself is somehow aware that the life she has is full of lies, she may even feel sorry for all the people who fell for her persona because she knows the dark side of that life, but it's just the way she has to live, the mask the must wear while her true self is so damn lost