Something triggered my brain about this song. Bad child memories. Teenage memories. Young adult memories. Current memories. Not much has changed. I know the truth. I’ve dealt with it always have. However I never adapted to it. No one knows what I’ve truly experienced and never has. I had a best friend one night though. Mommy dearest and everyone always said I play the victim although they were the ones that always did. I wasn’t playing one. I was one. Found solace again.
@Blackrosebeauty80 my sibling made me feel subhuman and wear dog chains that said neuter. Just the icing on the cake. I suppose we all have a little monster in us and are victims in our own way. We all have life experiences that shape us. However my sibling always does that to whomever she dates and especially to her friends. Turns everyone against me. I can safely say I’m not angel and she’s the main monster and chooses to be to trick people. She’s a phony and disingenuousness.
@Blackrosebeauty80 my sibling made me feel subhuman and wear dog chains that said neuter. Just the icing on the cake. I suppose we all have a little monster in us and are victims in our own way. We all have life experiences that shape us. However my sibling always does that to whomever she dates and especially to her friends. Turns everyone against me. I can safely say I’m not angel and she’s the main monster and chooses to be to trick people. She’s a phony and disingenuousness.
Something triggered my brain about this song. Bad child memories. Teenage memories. Young adult memories. Current memories. Not much has changed. I know the truth. I’ve dealt with it always have. However I never adapted to it. No one knows what I’ve truly experienced and never has. I had a best friend one night though. Mommy dearest and everyone always said I play the victim although they were the ones that always did. I wasn’t playing one. I was one. Found solace again.
@Blackrosebeauty80 my sibling made me feel subhuman and wear dog chains that said neuter. Just the icing on the cake. I suppose we all have a little monster in us and are victims in our own way. We all have life experiences that shape us. However my sibling always does that to whomever she dates and especially to her friends. Turns everyone against me. I can safely say I’m not angel and she’s the main monster and chooses to be to trick people. She’s a phony and disingenuousness.
@Blackrosebeauty80 my sibling made me feel subhuman and wear dog chains that said neuter. Just the icing on the cake. I suppose we all have a little monster in us and are victims in our own way. We all have life experiences that shape us. However my sibling always does that to whomever she dates and especially to her friends. Turns everyone against me. I can safely say I’m not angel and she’s the main monster and chooses to be to trick people. She’s a phony and disingenuousness.