Recently my husband of 31 years took his life 3 days after I discovered his secret life of infidelities and told him I did not want him anymore. He was ashamed that he used extramarital sex as his self medication. Ever since, songs pop into my mind and I look up the meaning of the lyrics.
To me, my spouse is communicating to me that he truly loved and still loves me. The hook ups meant nothing and I was different from them and was his everything. He wants me to know that he is watching me and is remorseful that he didn’t appreciate what he had and lost me. He wants me to move on and enjoy my life and find new love, but always know he loves me.
Recently my husband of 31 years took his life 3 days after I discovered his secret life of infidelities and told him I did not want him anymore. He was ashamed that he used extramarital sex as his self medication. Ever since, songs pop into my mind and I look up the meaning of the lyrics. To me, my spouse is communicating to me that he truly loved and still loves me. The hook ups meant nothing and I was different from them and was his everything. He wants me to know that he is watching me and is remorseful that he didn’t appreciate what he had and lost me. He wants me to move on and enjoy my life and find new love, but always know he loves me.