This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us (Diagnosing my depression because its gone too far)
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust (taking my meds, getting help, trying to move forward)
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here (Planning my future, wanting to move to PEI, planning college)
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years ( Wanting to leave and not being able to)
Steady hands, just take the wheel... (Hoping and begging things will get better)
And every glance is killing me (The judgement of others pushing me down again)
Time to make one last appeal (Forcing myself to push forward)
For the life I lead (Forcing myself to push forward)
Stop and stare (Me looking at my life)
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere (Thinking im getting places when in reality ive been able to do barely anything to move my life forward ex. Not able to get a job, not getting better grades, having less friends)
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared (I know that a lot of people struggle through the same thing)
But I've become what I can't be, oh (Exactly the line)
Stop and stare (Me looking at my life)
You start to wonder why you're here not there (I tried my best to get what I wanted but I still got no where Ex. Job hunting)
And you'd give anything to get what's fair (I deserve so much after trying so hard)
But fair ain't what you really need (Maybe im pushing myself too much and should take small steps but I cant help but want to see big improvments)
Oh, can you see what I see? (exactly what it says)
They're trying to come back, all my senses push (Depression fighting me)
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could... (again pushing through the depression
Steady feet, don't fail me now (Hoping I don’t fall back into depression again)
I'mma run 'til you can't walk (Running away from my depression that’s chasing me)
Something pulls my focus out (something gets set off triggering my depression again)
And I'm standing down... (giving into my depression)
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us (Diagnosing my depression because its gone too far) It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust (taking my meds, getting help, trying to move forward) I've got my heart set on anywhere but here (Planning my future, wanting to move to PEI, planning college) I'm staring down myself, counting up the years ( Wanting to leave and not being able to)
Steady hands, just take the wheel... (Hoping and begging things will get better) And every glance is killing me (The judgement of others pushing me down again) Time to make one last appeal (Forcing myself to push forward) For the life I lead (Forcing myself to push forward)
Stop and stare (Me looking at my life) I think I'm moving but I go nowhere (Thinking im getting places when in reality ive been able to do barely anything to move my life forward ex. Not able to get a job, not getting better grades, having less friends) Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared (I know that a lot of people struggle through the same thing) But I've become what I can't be, oh (Exactly the line) Stop and stare (Me looking at my life) You start to wonder why you're here not there (I tried my best to get what I wanted but I still got no where Ex. Job hunting) And you'd give anything to get what's fair (I deserve so much after trying so hard) But fair ain't what you really need (Maybe im pushing myself too much and should take small steps but I cant help but want to see big improvments) Oh, can you see what I see? (exactly what it says)
They're trying to come back, all my senses push (Depression fighting me) Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could... (again pushing through the depression
Steady feet, don't fail me now (Hoping I don’t fall back into depression again) I'mma run 'til you can't walk (Running away from my depression that’s chasing me) Something pulls my focus out (something gets set off triggering my depression again) And I'm standing down... (giving into my depression)