It's about taking pleasure from sadness. It's not like being happy.
It brings you down every single time.
A big part of depression is feeling guilty. For whatever reason, however
ridiculous it seems. This leads to self hatred and everything entailed.
There are many forms of self harm. You can cut your self,burn your skin
or pull your hear. But it can also affect the inside. Sometimes, sadness
is a drug. A Powerful addiction you can't live without. You wont enjoy
it, but somehow, it gives you life. And the source is everywhere. A
sad song, bad news or complicated relationships. Until pain becomes
an obsession, something you sort of like, because deep down you believe
you deserve it.
It's about taking pleasure from sadness. It's not like being happy. It brings you down every single time. A big part of depression is feeling guilty. For whatever reason, however ridiculous it seems. This leads to self hatred and everything entailed. There are many forms of self harm. You can cut your self,burn your skin or pull your hear. But it can also affect the inside. Sometimes, sadness is a drug. A Powerful addiction you can't live without. You wont enjoy it, but somehow, it gives you life. And the source is everywhere. A sad song, bad news or complicated relationships. Until pain becomes an obsession, something you sort of like, because deep down you believe you deserve it.