I somehow can compare to this song. There is this girl i know for a year now. I never met her before than chatting on skype. But... well. There's sometimes this tension. I can't even explain it. It's just there. And I need her. More than I ever needed someone else. It feels like... she's the love of my life. I think I'm more into it than her. That's alright. It hurts. But it's okay.
We had a rough past. And it's never gonna be like in the beginning of this year, when I fell for her and I think .. she also fell for me. Now everything changed. We 're fighting almost everyday. About thinks..... I can only shake my head. But there is this pain. Always. This pain is scratching my heart.
"If our hearts are never broken and there's no joy in the mending
There's so much this hurt can teach us both,
And there's distance and there's silence, your words have never left me,"
I kinda still hope... we'll end up somehow -- not together.. but nearer than now. Like good friends. I want her to can count on me and to search my help when she needs it. Distance keeps me away from being there for her everyday, every hour, every second she needs someone to share her tears. But I'm not this person anymore. And every fight, every pain makes me realising this fuckkking shit.
I somehow can compare to this song. There is this girl i know for a year now. I never met her before than chatting on skype. But... well. There's sometimes this tension. I can't even explain it. It's just there. And I need her. More than I ever needed someone else. It feels like... she's the love of my life. I think I'm more into it than her. That's alright. It hurts. But it's okay.
We had a rough past. And it's never gonna be like in the beginning of this year, when I fell for her and I think .. she also fell for me. Now everything changed. We 're fighting almost everyday. About thinks..... I can only shake my head. But there is this pain. Always. This pain is scratching my heart.
"If our hearts are never broken and there's no joy in the mending There's so much this hurt can teach us both, And there's distance and there's silence, your words have never left me,"
I kinda still hope... we'll end up somehow -- not together.. but nearer than now. Like good friends. I want her to can count on me and to search my help when she needs it. Distance keeps me away from being there for her everyday, every hour, every second she needs someone to share her tears. But I'm not this person anymore. And every fight, every pain makes me realising this fuckkking shit.
Well... only her. Still.
Such a beautiful song.