Lyric discussion by RKMe 

I have a very painful personal reference to this song and I think it is about someone who's secretly gay and has feelings for someone who's openly gay. The openly gay person has already confessed but he/she wasn't ready to be out of the closet yet.

"I'm in the crush and I hate it My eyes are fallen I'm having trouble inside my skin I try to keep my skeletons in" -> SKELETONS IN THE CLOSET

"But I'll never be Anything you ever want me to be" -> I won't be your gay boyfriend/girlfriend

The narrator is scared and confused so that he/she cut off all contact with the openly gay person, but he/she willing to fix their friendship at some point, but right now thinks that he/she never will be ready to tell that he/she has feelings too:

"I keep coming back here where everything slipped But I will not spill my guts out"

Also, he/she won't blame the openly gay person for the confession and for the night they've probably spent together:

"I can't blame you for losing Your mind for a little while (so did I) I don't want you to change But I want you to recognize (that I)" -> That I'm not ready to be out of the closet.

Personal reference: Ever since this happened to me, she's giving me the cold shoulder and she only messaged me these lyrics and told me the truth always can be found in music. :(

I really like this interpretation RKMe - it's really beautiful. For me, it could also be about a homosexual man or woman in a heterosexual relationship who feels he can't come out. There are parts of it that remind me of coming out to my mother too... Anyhow, thanks for posting, I wouldn't have thought about it the same way unless you had!

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