He's leaving his life for the weekend....forgetting his girl @ home, shutting out the fact that he loves her...because in this weekend he's in love with the moment, which is the stripper/prostitute and drugs/drinks before him. This is what matters.
He's having a drug fueled weekend with this woman...hard drugs (no weed...he's on that shit that you can't smell...so put down your perfume).
He wants to numb his guilt, his emotions, his shame by the drugs and by this woman...he wants to feel loved, even though he knows it's not real,....he just needs it for this moment. It's a misery loves company concept...he can come here and expose his demons, put them on the table and still feel love (although not genuine) with no judgement. It's his refuge.
He's leaving his life for the weekend....forgetting his girl @ home, shutting out the fact that he loves her...because in this weekend he's in love with the moment, which is the stripper/prostitute and drugs/drinks before him. This is what matters. He's having a drug fueled weekend with this woman...hard drugs (no weed...he's on that shit that you can't smell...so put down your perfume). He wants to numb his guilt, his emotions, his shame by the drugs and by this woman...he wants to feel loved, even though he knows it's not real,....he just needs it for this moment. It's a misery loves company concept...he can come here and expose his demons, put them on the table and still feel love (although not genuine) with no judgement. It's his refuge.