This song is all about addiction. Heroine more specifically. The love he is referencing is more than likely "golden girl." He needs it to feel in control, and he needs to be high to do it. The beginning of the song says "I left my girl back home, cause I dont love her no more." I think he left his heroine, he doesnt want to do it so he leaves it, but the temptation is too much. When he says
"Listen ma I'll give you all I got
Get me off of this (Off of this)
I need confidence in myself (Confidence)
Listen ma I'll give you all of me
Give me all of it
I need all of it to myself (I need all of it)"
I believe this is his inner struggle with addiction. He wants off of this but this is what he feels he needs to be able to function. He needs it all the time, but at the same time struggles with the shame and addiction. He tries so hard to clean himself up, but will always succumb to finding more to feed the monster growing within.
This song is all about addiction. Heroine more specifically. The love he is referencing is more than likely "golden girl." He needs it to feel in control, and he needs to be high to do it. The beginning of the song says "I left my girl back home, cause I dont love her no more." I think he left his heroine, he doesnt want to do it so he leaves it, but the temptation is too much. When he says "Listen ma I'll give you all I got Get me off of this (Off of this) I need confidence in myself (Confidence) Listen ma I'll give you all of me Give me all of it I need all of it to myself (I need all of it)"
I believe this is his inner struggle with addiction. He wants off of this but this is what he feels he needs to be able to function. He needs it all the time, but at the same time struggles with the shame and addiction. He tries so hard to clean himself up, but will always succumb to finding more to feed the monster growing within.