I think this song is about being led on sexually by an ex with whom you're still in love. It's like the ex just came back for sex, but you're hoping that they actually want you again. With the anxiety of that situation, you're unable to connect to other people and you wonder if everybody around you can tell that you're losing it.
"Time is never worth my time
Blue shine bleeds into my eyes"
I feel like this part means that it has happened before, and that it's acknowledged that it hasn't worked out well before.
"I still sleep on the right side
But white noise can't leave the scene behind"
You still sleep in the bed where you both used to sleep, and there's a "white noise" presence of emptiness left in the ex's place.
"Could I be anything you want me to be
If so is it meant to be seen?"
Questioning whether or not you're willing to do anything the ex wants in order to get them to come back emotionally.
"I'll try to hold on tight tonight
Pink slip inviting me inside"
Trying to savor the emotionless moments with the ex because you're realizing it's purely sexual.
"Want to burn skin and brand what once was mine
But the red views keep ripping the divide"
Wanting to make 100% certain that the ex will stick around.
"If I go everywhere you want me to go
How will I know you'll still follow"
Questioning yourself about whether or not it's worth your time to play along with the ex.
I think this song is about being led on sexually by an ex with whom you're still in love. It's like the ex just came back for sex, but you're hoping that they actually want you again. With the anxiety of that situation, you're unable to connect to other people and you wonder if everybody around you can tell that you're losing it.
"Time is never worth my time Blue shine bleeds into my eyes" I feel like this part means that it has happened before, and that it's acknowledged that it hasn't worked out well before.
"I still sleep on the right side But white noise can't leave the scene behind" You still sleep in the bed where you both used to sleep, and there's a "white noise" presence of emptiness left in the ex's place.
"Could I be anything you want me to be If so is it meant to be seen?" Questioning whether or not you're willing to do anything the ex wants in order to get them to come back emotionally.
"I'll try to hold on tight tonight Pink slip inviting me inside" Trying to savor the emotionless moments with the ex because you're realizing it's purely sexual.
"Want to burn skin and brand what once was mine But the red views keep ripping the divide" Wanting to make 100% certain that the ex will stick around.
"If I go everywhere you want me to go How will I know you'll still follow" Questioning yourself about whether or not it's worth your time to play along with the ex.