"hold me now i need to feel complete, like i matter to the one i need." hurts me when i hear it,I miss our hugs, how she fit perfectly into my arms.. you feel complete. but she knew its only gonna hurt us more because I dont feel good enough for her. Trying to deal with my own shame of not feeling good enough, in the process runining everything she gave me and i didnt see it, her gift. If i wasnt so afraid of being happy, her and I would have been everything to eachother. But i lied, betrayed and i lost what mattered to me the most...her, Im ashamed of myself for hurting her. i broke my heart which broke hers. She desurves a lot better then me. Realizing what what i lost i cant help but feel ashamed, i was on the wrong side of it all. Here i thought she needed me...in truth i needed her.
"hold me now i need to feel complete, like i matter to the one i need." hurts me when i hear it,I miss our hugs, how she fit perfectly into my arms.. you feel complete. but she knew its only gonna hurt us more because I dont feel good enough for her. Trying to deal with my own shame of not feeling good enough, in the process runining everything she gave me and i didnt see it, her gift. If i wasnt so afraid of being happy, her and I would have been everything to eachother. But i lied, betrayed and i lost what mattered to me the most...her, Im ashamed of myself for hurting her. i broke my heart which broke hers. She desurves a lot better then me. Realizing what what i lost i cant help but feel ashamed, i was on the wrong side of it all. Here i thought she needed me...in truth i needed her.