I had a boyfriend for a year and a half.
I had fallen--not just for him, but into a world of dark depression.
Sometimes, he was the reason for my suicidal planning. But more often then not, he was my savior.
I needed him to save me. To love me. To support me. I needed him for me to stay sane.
I loved him because I needed him. I needed him because I loved him.
He was a true addiction.
"It isn't that hard boy to like you or love you
I'd follow you down down down,
You're unbelievable
If you're going crazy just grab me and take me
I'd follow you down down down, anywhere anywhere"
But that's the thing with addictions: first, they put heaven in your brain. Then, they put hell in your heart.
"You're screwed up and brilliant"
And eventually, it withered me. And eventually, I went crazy. And eventually, I was sure there was no way he loved me the way I loved him.
Actually, I was quite sure he didn't love me at all.
So I broke up with him. Not even for my benefit. Not even because I knew it was time for me to quit my addiction.
I did it for him. Because I thought he would be happier without me.
"And I don't know how you get over, get over
Someone as dangerous, tainted and flawed as you"
And now, seeing how he's healed and smiling while I'm left high and blank, I can say it looks like I was right.
"Look like a million dollar man,
So why is my heart broke?"
I feel like this song is about a bad boy, he's got some kind of mental illness, I'd say most likely depression. But she's drawn to the darkness, and twistedness of his mind. She found it exhilarating and it dragged her down too. Now that he's gone, she's just left with the bad, the excitement is gone. Her heart is borken. She can't get over the way he made her feel like she was so special. "I don't know how you're convinced I'm a good thing."
I feel like this song is about a bad boy, he's got some kind of mental illness, I'd say most likely depression. But she's drawn to the darkness, and twistedness of his mind. She found it exhilarating and it dragged her down too. Now that he's gone, she's just left with the bad, the excitement is gone. Her heart is borken. She can't get over the way he made her feel like she was so special. "I don't know how you're convinced I'm a good thing."
sorry didn't mean to post that as a reply. You're interpretation is very beautiful and personal. I never thought about the ending it for him, but I definitely hear that!
sorry didn't mean to post that as a reply. You're interpretation is very beautiful and personal. I never thought about the ending it for him, but I definitely hear that!
I had a boyfriend for a year and a half. I had fallen--not just for him, but into a world of dark depression. Sometimes, he was the reason for my suicidal planning. But more often then not, he was my savior. I needed him to save me. To love me. To support me. I needed him for me to stay sane. I loved him because I needed him. I needed him because I loved him. He was a true addiction.
"It isn't that hard boy to like you or love you I'd follow you down down down, You're unbelievable If you're going crazy just grab me and take me I'd follow you down down down, anywhere anywhere"
But that's the thing with addictions: first, they put heaven in your brain. Then, they put hell in your heart.
"You're screwed up and brilliant"
And eventually, it withered me. And eventually, I went crazy. And eventually, I was sure there was no way he loved me the way I loved him. Actually, I was quite sure he didn't love me at all. So I broke up with him. Not even for my benefit. Not even because I knew it was time for me to quit my addiction. I did it for him. Because I thought he would be happier without me.
"And I don't know how you get over, get over Someone as dangerous, tainted and flawed as you"
And now, seeing how he's healed and smiling while I'm left high and blank, I can say it looks like I was right.
"Look like a million dollar man, So why is my heart broke?"
That was probably the best and most relatable song translation I've ever read. Well done
That was probably the best and most relatable song translation I've ever read. Well done
I feel like this song is about a bad boy, he's got some kind of mental illness, I'd say most likely depression. But she's drawn to the darkness, and twistedness of his mind. She found it exhilarating and it dragged her down too. Now that he's gone, she's just left with the bad, the excitement is gone. Her heart is borken. She can't get over the way he made her feel like she was so special. "I don't know how you're convinced I'm a good thing."
I feel like this song is about a bad boy, he's got some kind of mental illness, I'd say most likely depression. But she's drawn to the darkness, and twistedness of his mind. She found it exhilarating and it dragged her down too. Now that he's gone, she's just left with the bad, the excitement is gone. Her heart is borken. She can't get over the way he made her feel like she was so special. "I don't know how you're convinced I'm a good thing."
sorry didn't mean to post that as a reply. You're interpretation is very beautiful and personal. I never thought about the ending it for him, but I definitely hear that!
sorry didn't mean to post that as a reply. You're interpretation is very beautiful and personal. I never thought about the ending it for him, but I definitely hear that!
oh and *broken.. that's going to annoy me lol.
oh and *broken.. that's going to annoy me lol.
ohh and again, I heard that line wrong.. guess a bit of Freudian slip there lol
ohh and again, I heard that line wrong.. guess a bit of Freudian slip there lol
She is singing about falling in love with a sociopath. You were dating one, too. I have dated many.
She is singing about falling in love with a sociopath. You were dating one, too. I have dated many.