Lyric discussion by morecoffeepls 

My interpretation is that he's been in a confusing phase and he got stuck in it for awhile because of indecisions. Finally, he's come into some kind of resolution and he's ready to leave whatever it is behind and take chances.

IDK, this is Panic! at the Disco. Can't take their lyrics and videos literally. But that's my shot at it.

I like this song. And I love the Vices and Virtues album!:-)

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