To me this song means quite a lot it seems to describe how I feel most of the time. I agree with the comments about depression but would like to add that I think it relates a lot to how i feel with Bi polar disorder where I am up one minute and as low as can be the next. When I'm hyper I feel invincible as in 'I get dark only to shine' and 'all I care 'bout is being number one' and don't care about anything or anyone but when I'm down its like 'I can't breathe, and I can't smile, This better be worth my while' and reasoning with myself that 'Looking for the golden light, Oh, it's a reasonable sacrifice'
Maybe I'm wrong but hey ho there you go. The song has helped me a lot though and for that Marina I am grateful lol
i suffer from bipolar too and was ashamed, marina suffering from the same symptoms has really helped me deal with it and now i'm not ashamed anymore, she is my idol and a wonderful role model
i suffer from bipolar too and was ashamed, marina suffering from the same symptoms has really helped me deal with it and now i'm not ashamed anymore, she is my idol and a wonderful role model
I was just about to say the same thing, it describes it perfectly. I know that even when I feel like shit(forgive my language) that I'm going to feel high as a kite with energy eventually afterwards. Hence "I feel numb most of the time. The more I get the higher I'll climb, and I'll wonder why, I got dark only to shine".
I was just about to say the same thing, it describes it perfectly. I know that even when I feel like shit(forgive my language) that I'm going to feel high as a kite with energy eventually afterwards. Hence "I feel numb most of the time. The more I get the higher I'll climb, and I'll wonder why, I got dark only to shine".
To me this song means quite a lot it seems to describe how I feel most of the time. I agree with the comments about depression but would like to add that I think it relates a lot to how i feel with Bi polar disorder where I am up one minute and as low as can be the next. When I'm hyper I feel invincible as in 'I get dark only to shine' and 'all I care 'bout is being number one' and don't care about anything or anyone but when I'm down its like 'I can't breathe, and I can't smile, This better be worth my while' and reasoning with myself that 'Looking for the golden light, Oh, it's a reasonable sacrifice' Maybe I'm wrong but hey ho there you go. The song has helped me a lot though and for that Marina I am grateful lol
i suffer from bipolar too and was ashamed, marina suffering from the same symptoms has really helped me deal with it and now i'm not ashamed anymore, she is my idol and a wonderful role model
i suffer from bipolar too and was ashamed, marina suffering from the same symptoms has really helped me deal with it and now i'm not ashamed anymore, she is my idol and a wonderful role model
I was just about to say the same thing, it describes it perfectly. I know that even when I feel like shit(forgive my language) that I'm going to feel high as a kite with energy eventually afterwards. Hence "I feel numb most of the time. The more I get the higher I'll climb, and I'll wonder why, I got dark only to shine".
I was just about to say the same thing, it describes it perfectly. I know that even when I feel like shit(forgive my language) that I'm going to feel high as a kite with energy eventually afterwards. Hence "I feel numb most of the time. The more I get the higher I'll climb, and I'll wonder why, I got dark only to shine".