Lyric discussion by gradx 

From Hayley's Lyrical journal: "In accordance with Playing God, this is the emotional result...I want to be in a constant state of learning and growing and i hope God can always show me that from the bottom there are just more ways to look up"

"i wanna know what it'd be like to find perfection in my pride"

she's talking about learning from failed relationships: moving on, persevering, and becoming a stronger person.

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