Lyric discussion by bld2 

I always felt it was a cry for help before suicide because of the following lyrics, and there are many:

-"theres too much that I keep to myself and I turn my back on my faith" depressed people usually keep their problems to themselves and lose faith in everything

-"..when we break, I wish no one in my place" an obvious relationship break up

-"when the dirt goes in deep" also the alternative lyrics of "when the cut goes in deep and I'm lost in sleep" pretty straight forward reference to wrist cutting

-"I can't stay in this place, I can't stand when the room turns round on my fate" a depressed person doesn't want to stay in their life, they feel their world spinning or closing in on them

-"I can't see my way, I feel blind" as anyone who is unhappy with life would feel

-"I can't stay too long, am I wrong" wants understanding for wanting to leave this life

-"goodbye, lay the blame on luck" simple goodbye, not wanting to lay blame on anyone in particular

there is more but the only person that can truly understand any song is the song writer.

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