From what I got out of it
The caretaker that is in love with the dying is showing his depression:
Because I'm leaving out words, punctuations, and it sounds pretty hollow- Feels helpless
I've been living in bed because now you tell me to sleep - Sleeping to much b/c of the depression
I've been hiding my voice and my face and you decide when I eat - Keeping himself consolidated from everyone else, his eating habits are destroyed.
In your dreams I'm a criminal, horrible, sleeping around. When you're awake I'm impossible constantly letting you down- Feelings of helplessness
I'd happily take all those bullets inside you and put them inside of myself- Wishes the roles were reversed, wishes he was dead.
Someone, oh anyone, tell me how to stop this
She's screaming, expiring, and I'm her only witness
I'm freezing, infected, and rigid in that room inside her - Is helpless
The song is about the depression stage of the hospice caretaker(helplessness, sleep disorder, eating disorder, suicidal thoughts-would feel better if he was dead)
From what I got out of it The caretaker that is in love with the dying is showing his depression:
Because I'm leaving out words, punctuations, and it sounds pretty hollow- Feels helpless
I've been living in bed because now you tell me to sleep - Sleeping to much b/c of the depression I've been hiding my voice and my face and you decide when I eat - Keeping himself consolidated from everyone else, his eating habits are destroyed.
In your dreams I'm a criminal, horrible, sleeping around. When you're awake I'm impossible constantly letting you down- Feelings of helplessness
I'd happily take all those bullets inside you and put them inside of myself- Wishes the roles were reversed, wishes he was dead.
Someone, oh anyone, tell me how to stop this She's screaming, expiring, and I'm her only witness I'm freezing, infected, and rigid in that room inside her - Is helpless
The song is about the depression stage of the hospice caretaker(helplessness, sleep disorder, eating disorder, suicidal thoughts-would feel better if he was dead)