Just had this sent to me this morning as an mp4. Confusing... yet instantly recognisable. I empathise the age gap. 12 years and a whole other world away. But still agonisingly reachable... I'm the older one and it sucks. Feel like I'm leading them astray and feel v guilty for that. I should know better. Potential to fcuk young lives up and that's not good. V painful. Sometimes it's too much and you don't know whether you should let it go or not. You imagine it would be kinder, safer. Distance keeps it safe(ish)...
Your insides smile when they're around. When they're not, a piece of you dies. Then the part that died, rejuvenates when they come back to your realm. You think the worst when they disappear off the radar for whatever reason, it's over... you're not worthy... it'll never work... it's fantasy... then it gets real. And you want it so bad, you'd do time. Any sort of contact, even a glance, a word, an 'x', is enough to keep you breathing.
Then you don't know whether you're just being vain imagining they have the same yearning. Who'm I trying to kid... really. Not like they don't talk to a hundred and one other folk. Wtf makes me think I'm so special...
You know the truth but are unable to accept it. You live like you're driving with the handbrake stuck on...Because someday, somewhere, it might get released and realised... In your heart anyway. It defies logic.
I wonder what the reason is in the singer's heart that holds him back. I don't get that bit. Surely it's the head that overrules the heart when it comes to being sensible?
Funny i believe this song has a biblical side to it... this song isn't about a man and a women and their love but their love being right in God's eyes. I find a lot of passages in their lyrics that are quotes from the bible... i have a feeling these guys know a lot about their faith and the bible. I wish i knew for sure><
Funny i believe this song has a biblical side to it... this song isn't about a man and a women and their love but their love being right in God's eyes. I find a lot of passages in their lyrics that are quotes from the bible... i have a feeling these guys know a lot about their faith and the bible. I wish i knew for sure><
Just had this sent to me this morning as an mp4. Confusing... yet instantly recognisable. I empathise the age gap. 12 years and a whole other world away. But still agonisingly reachable... I'm the older one and it sucks. Feel like I'm leading them astray and feel v guilty for that. I should know better. Potential to fcuk young lives up and that's not good. V painful. Sometimes it's too much and you don't know whether you should let it go or not. You imagine it would be kinder, safer. Distance keeps it safe(ish)...
Your insides smile when they're around. When they're not, a piece of you dies. Then the part that died, rejuvenates when they come back to your realm. You think the worst when they disappear off the radar for whatever reason, it's over... you're not worthy... it'll never work... it's fantasy... then it gets real. And you want it so bad, you'd do time. Any sort of contact, even a glance, a word, an 'x', is enough to keep you breathing.
Then you don't know whether you're just being vain imagining they have the same yearning. Who'm I trying to kid... really. Not like they don't talk to a hundred and one other folk. Wtf makes me think I'm so special...
You know the truth but are unable to accept it. You live like you're driving with the handbrake stuck on...Because someday, somewhere, it might get released and realised... In your heart anyway. It defies logic.
I wonder what the reason is in the singer's heart that holds him back. I don't get that bit. Surely it's the head that overrules the heart when it comes to being sensible?
Funny i believe this song has a biblical side to it... this song isn't about a man and a women and their love but their love being right in God's eyes. I find a lot of passages in their lyrics that are quotes from the bible... i have a feeling these guys know a lot about their faith and the bible. I wish i knew for sure><
Funny i believe this song has a biblical side to it... this song isn't about a man and a women and their love but their love being right in God's eyes. I find a lot of passages in their lyrics that are quotes from the bible... i have a feeling these guys know a lot about their faith and the bible. I wish i knew for sure><