This song completely relates to my freshman year at college! I know that the lyrics imply that the song takes place during summer, but it is also very similar to a college experience or anytime someone is away from home for the first time. Lyric by lyric:
"Crashed on the floor when I moved in"
"This little bungalow with some strange new friends"
Vanessa has arrived at a camp, and after moving in she is exhausted. She is sharing a little house with new people who she does not know yet
"Stay up to late and I'm too thin"
"We promise each other it's til the end"
Vanessa stays up too late with her friends, she has a lack of sleep. "I'm to thin" I think is her comparing herself to the other girls who may have more of a shape to their bodies. All of the girls bond fast and make promises that their friendships will last forever
"Now were spinning empty bottles it's the five of us"
"With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust"
The spinning empty bottles can go two ways. Either they are really playing spin-the-bottle with a group of guys or they are drinking a lot and finishing the bottles really fast. I don't think the boys are part of the "five of us" or maybe they are. These boys are gorgeous, with innocent eyes even though you know they can't be trusted, you still want to trust them.
"I can't resist the day"
"No I can't resist the day"
I take this line to mean Vanessa realizes that things are moving much faster then she expected them to, but she's going to go along with it. This excitement is too much to handle.
"Jenny screams out and it's no pose"
"Cause when she dances she goes and goes"
I take this to mean that Jenny is the leader of the group of girls. She's the center of attention, the one boys pay the most attention to.
"Beer through the nose on an inside joke"
"And I'm so excited I haven't spoken"
They are obviously drinking, and laughing, having a great time. Vanessa is so excited she has barely spoken. She sits in the back, watching Jenny be the center of attention and do all the talking.
"She's so pretty and she's so sure"
"Maybe I'm more clever then a girl like her"
Vanessa admires Jenny's beauty and confidence, and is perhaps a little jealous. She does however realize she may be smarter, and more down-to-earth then Jenny, which may help her attract guys.
"Summer is all in bloom"
"Summer is ending soon"
Summer is in full blast now, but soon it will be over. Nothing this great lasts forever.
"It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone"
"And I hold on to your secrets in white houses"
Vanessa knows that she may be moving to fast and not at a pace she is 100% comfortable with, but she goes with it because it's better to have fast and crazy friends then be alone by herself. She keeps secrets in white houses, which resemble her innocence possibly.
"Maybe I'm a little bit over my head"
"I come undone at the things he said"
Vanessa realizes she is in over her head with these friends. She can't help but fall for a smooth talking guy who uses his words to charm her and make her laugh.
"And he's so funny in his bright red shirt"
"We were all in love and we all got hurt"
This guy Vanessa is falling for is funny, which she is obviously attracted to. Now when she says "we were all in love and we all got hurt" she is not only referring to herself. Maybe she is also including Jenny, or any of the other girls. Maybe Jenny likes the guy Vanessa likes, but he chooses Vanessa or maybe Jenny or one of the other girls has a separate summer love going on that Vanessa just refers to. Either way, she is not the only person hurting in this song.
"I sneak into his car's cracked leather seat"
"The smell of gasoline in the summer heat"
Since she uses the word sneaking, I'm going to assume that the other girl's don't know she's with this boy. Maybe it is because Jenny is interested in him and Vanessa doesn't want her to find out she's hooking up with him. Maybe the other girls do know that she's with this boy, but he would rather keep in on the down low from his friends, which could also be why they are sneaking around. I think the summer heat is referenced because people are more free during the summer, and let go of their morals more easily, which is what Vanessa seems to be doing.
"Boy were going way too fast"
"It's all too sweet to last"
Vanessa acknowledges that she is moving way too fast with this boy, and that even though everything feels right in the moment, she knows it will not last like this forever. She questions whether or not she should move further with this boy.
"It's alright and I put myself in his hands"
"But I hold on to your secrets in white houses"
She decides to give herself to the boy, putting her doubts away for the moment in the back of her mind. The word secret is used again, and so is the reference to her innocence in the white houses.
"Love or something ignites in my veins"
"And I pray it never fades in white houses"
Vanessa is not feeling love right now, but probably lust, which she is confusing with love. This excitement is so good and she hopes the feeling never goes away.
"My first time hard to explain"
"Rush of blood and a little bit of pain"
This is her describing her first time having sex. I think the rush of blood is not literal, but more of her heart pounding and the excitement she's feeling. The little bit of pain obviously refers to how losing your virginity can hurt.
"On a cloudy day it's more common then you think"
"He's my first mistake"
The cloudy day refers to losing her virginity under bad circumstances. First of all, it seems she's in a car which is not the ideal place to have sex for the first time. The weather might be cloudy, it's not sunny, not at all like she pictured this moment would be like. She refers to other people's first times, saying a lot of people's are not that great which is why she says it's more common then you think. At the end she acknowledges that doing it with him was a mistake.
"Maybe you were all faster then me"
"We gave each other up so easily"
She realizes her friends were much faster then her. The friendships that they said would last forever, quickly faded away with no effort made to repair them.
"These silly little wounds will never mend"
"I feel so far from where I've been"
The little fights they had over stupid things can not be fixed. It might also refer to losing her virginity, it's something she can't take back. She feels so far from the innocent girl she once was, who she was at the beginning of the summer.
"So I go and I will not be back here again"
"I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses"
So she leaves the camp, knowing she will never be back, never see these friends again. She's going as quick as the sun is going down on her innocence. She is really a different person then she once was.
"I lie put my injuries all in the dust"
"In my heart it's the five of us in white houses"
Even though she is trying to act all tough, acting like she doesn't care that she's leaving, she knows how important this summer was to her. It had a major emotional impact and some of the greatest times of her life were with these five friends who she will always hold close to her heart.
"And you maybe you'll remember me"
"What I gave is yours to keep"
This last part is for the boy she lost her virginity to. He will always be her first, someone in the back of her mind that she'll always remember. He was obviously experienced and she was just a summer fling to him, a knotch on his belt. She hopes that maybe he will remember him though and that he will always have her virginity because she doesn't need it anymore. I think she does not regret losing it to him. He was a mistake and maybe should should have gone slower, but it happened and it helped her become a stronger person by the end of summer, leaving her with no regrets.
"In white houses"
"In white houses"
"In white houses"
These white houses, her innocence, maybe a reference to the bunk she stayed in all summer where secrets were told, friendships formed and lost, her first time, so many things went down in those white houses. Either way it is a place that has had a significant impact on her life that she will never forget.
This song completely relates to my freshman year at college! I know that the lyrics imply that the song takes place during summer, but it is also very similar to a college experience or anytime someone is away from home for the first time. Lyric by lyric:
"Crashed on the floor when I moved in" "This little bungalow with some strange new friends"
Vanessa has arrived at a camp, and after moving in she is exhausted. She is sharing a little house with new people who she does not know yet
"Stay up to late and I'm too thin" "We promise each other it's til the end"
Vanessa stays up too late with her friends, she has a lack of sleep. "I'm to thin" I think is her comparing herself to the other girls who may have more of a shape to their bodies. All of the girls bond fast and make promises that their friendships will last forever
"Now were spinning empty bottles it's the five of us" "With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust"
The spinning empty bottles can go two ways. Either they are really playing spin-the-bottle with a group of guys or they are drinking a lot and finishing the bottles really fast. I don't think the boys are part of the "five of us" or maybe they are. These boys are gorgeous, with innocent eyes even though you know they can't be trusted, you still want to trust them.
"I can't resist the day" "No I can't resist the day"
I take this line to mean Vanessa realizes that things are moving much faster then she expected them to, but she's going to go along with it. This excitement is too much to handle.
"Jenny screams out and it's no pose" "Cause when she dances she goes and goes"
I take this to mean that Jenny is the leader of the group of girls. She's the center of attention, the one boys pay the most attention to.
"Beer through the nose on an inside joke" "And I'm so excited I haven't spoken"
They are obviously drinking, and laughing, having a great time. Vanessa is so excited she has barely spoken. She sits in the back, watching Jenny be the center of attention and do all the talking.
"She's so pretty and she's so sure" "Maybe I'm more clever then a girl like her"
Vanessa admires Jenny's beauty and confidence, and is perhaps a little jealous. She does however realize she may be smarter, and more down-to-earth then Jenny, which may help her attract guys.
"Summer is all in bloom" "Summer is ending soon"
Summer is in full blast now, but soon it will be over. Nothing this great lasts forever.
"It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone" "And I hold on to your secrets in white houses"
Vanessa knows that she may be moving to fast and not at a pace she is 100% comfortable with, but she goes with it because it's better to have fast and crazy friends then be alone by herself. She keeps secrets in white houses, which resemble her innocence possibly.
"Maybe I'm a little bit over my head" "I come undone at the things he said"
Vanessa realizes she is in over her head with these friends. She can't help but fall for a smooth talking guy who uses his words to charm her and make her laugh.
"And he's so funny in his bright red shirt" "We were all in love and we all got hurt"
This guy Vanessa is falling for is funny, which she is obviously attracted to. Now when she says "we were all in love and we all got hurt" she is not only referring to herself. Maybe she is also including Jenny, or any of the other girls. Maybe Jenny likes the guy Vanessa likes, but he chooses Vanessa or maybe Jenny or one of the other girls has a separate summer love going on that Vanessa just refers to. Either way, she is not the only person hurting in this song.
"I sneak into his car's cracked leather seat" "The smell of gasoline in the summer heat"
Since she uses the word sneaking, I'm going to assume that the other girl's don't know she's with this boy. Maybe it is because Jenny is interested in him and Vanessa doesn't want her to find out she's hooking up with him. Maybe the other girls do know that she's with this boy, but he would rather keep in on the down low from his friends, which could also be why they are sneaking around. I think the summer heat is referenced because people are more free during the summer, and let go of their morals more easily, which is what Vanessa seems to be doing.
"Boy were going way too fast" "It's all too sweet to last"
Vanessa acknowledges that she is moving way too fast with this boy, and that even though everything feels right in the moment, she knows it will not last like this forever. She questions whether or not she should move further with this boy.
"It's alright and I put myself in his hands" "But I hold on to your secrets in white houses"
She decides to give herself to the boy, putting her doubts away for the moment in the back of her mind. The word secret is used again, and so is the reference to her innocence in the white houses.
"Love or something ignites in my veins" "And I pray it never fades in white houses"
Vanessa is not feeling love right now, but probably lust, which she is confusing with love. This excitement is so good and she hopes the feeling never goes away.
"My first time hard to explain" "Rush of blood and a little bit of pain"
This is her describing her first time having sex. I think the rush of blood is not literal, but more of her heart pounding and the excitement she's feeling. The little bit of pain obviously refers to how losing your virginity can hurt.
"On a cloudy day it's more common then you think" "He's my first mistake"
The cloudy day refers to losing her virginity under bad circumstances. First of all, it seems she's in a car which is not the ideal place to have sex for the first time. The weather might be cloudy, it's not sunny, not at all like she pictured this moment would be like. She refers to other people's first times, saying a lot of people's are not that great which is why she says it's more common then you think. At the end she acknowledges that doing it with him was a mistake.
"Maybe you were all faster then me" "We gave each other up so easily"
She realizes her friends were much faster then her. The friendships that they said would last forever, quickly faded away with no effort made to repair them.
"These silly little wounds will never mend" "I feel so far from where I've been"
The little fights they had over stupid things can not be fixed. It might also refer to losing her virginity, it's something she can't take back. She feels so far from the innocent girl she once was, who she was at the beginning of the summer.
"So I go and I will not be back here again" "I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses"
So she leaves the camp, knowing she will never be back, never see these friends again. She's going as quick as the sun is going down on her innocence. She is really a different person then she once was.
"I lie put my injuries all in the dust" "In my heart it's the five of us in white houses"
Even though she is trying to act all tough, acting like she doesn't care that she's leaving, she knows how important this summer was to her. It had a major emotional impact and some of the greatest times of her life were with these five friends who she will always hold close to her heart.
"And you maybe you'll remember me" "What I gave is yours to keep"
This last part is for the boy she lost her virginity to. He will always be her first, someone in the back of her mind that she'll always remember. He was obviously experienced and she was just a summer fling to him, a knotch on his belt. She hopes that maybe he will remember him though and that he will always have her virginity because she doesn't need it anymore. I think she does not regret losing it to him. He was a mistake and maybe should should have gone slower, but it happened and it helped her become a stronger person by the end of summer, leaving her with no regrets.
"In white houses" "In white houses" "In white houses"
These white houses, her innocence, maybe a reference to the bunk she stayed in all summer where secrets were told, friendships formed and lost, her first time, so many things went down in those white houses. Either way it is a place that has had a significant impact on her life that she will never forget.