From my perspective (cause I feel the same way):
It's about accumulated frustration and hopelessness, an aimless life and depression, life in a rut and vicious cycles.
And thus a change is needed. She tries to make a change but her efforts prove to be of no use, so she needs something huge like a 'revolution' (not literally, just something huge that changes many things, a big BOOM!) to break out of those vicious cycles.
From my perspective (cause I feel the same way): It's about accumulated frustration and hopelessness, an aimless life and depression, life in a rut and vicious cycles.
And thus a change is needed. She tries to make a change but her efforts prove to be of no use, so she needs something huge like a 'revolution' (not literally, just something huge that changes many things, a big BOOM!) to break out of those vicious cycles.