Lyric discussion by tankcards 

This song has taken my current situation to a whole new level.

I've been seeing this guy for the past couple months. I've had 4 relationships, all over a year long. This is the first time I've ever genuinely loved someone and it's absolutely terrifying, " and I know you know it makes me sigh, I do believe in love" especially because I've ended all of my relationships so I feel like this will be my first heartbreak.

My problem is that this guy is very reserved in an odd way. He doesnt talk much unless we are together. " what's the matter? Why don't you answer?" and this is the first time I've ever really had love to give so I want to know it's reciprocated. Which is absolutely bizaare for me " what's the matter with me?"

I also know he took his last breakups very hard and feeling second always feels fucking awful. "your heart is broken" but I mean.. I'm trying. " the doors are open."

it is so hard to be free and easy. it is summer. And I am tired of aching.

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