"i've come to my senses that i've become senseless" he's realized he's lost touch with feeling and what's important.
he's basically wasted by the time he's realized "he's his own worst enemy".
wasted because "i smoked them all away", "i drank my frusterations", "spending my time at the local liquor store", "sleeping on my best friend's kitchen floor"
he feels he's an expert, a king, of being a fuck up.
he wonders if anyone feels this way because it's himself who's damaging him.
"i've come to my senses that i've become senseless" he's realized he's lost touch with feeling and what's important. he's basically wasted by the time he's realized "he's his own worst enemy". wasted because "i smoked them all away", "i drank my frusterations", "spending my time at the local liquor store", "sleeping on my best friend's kitchen floor" he feels he's an expert, a king, of being a fuck up. he wonders if anyone feels this way because it's himself who's damaging him.
:] get it??