I think this is about the character (perhaps Joanna, perhaps this is just the point of view she is singing from) having an abortion, and why she did it, and how she wishes things could have worked out another way. I suppose the singer is being haunted by thoughts of what could have been, had things worked out differently.
I think this is about the character (perhaps Joanna, perhaps this is just the point of view she is singing from) having an abortion, and why she did it, and how she wishes things could have worked out another way. I suppose the singer is being haunted by thoughts of what could have been, had things worked out differently.