ok, well i dont think this song is about God..
i think its more like he has made some mistakes and doesnt like where he is, he wants to leave and get out but he cant, he doesnt have anyfriends or anyone to help him, and he meets a girl who he loves, and she is his "escape". he feels like he doesnt fit in with where he is, and then he meets this girl and can be himself and wants to start over, and have his last "shot at redemption" with this girl he can be someone himself, and someone new, not the guy who has made all these mistakes and he admits he made the msitakes and deserves the punishment but wants a way out and hes been "housing all this doubt and insecurity" and hes afraid to be his self
ok, well i dont think this song is about God.. i think its more like he has made some mistakes and doesnt like where he is, he wants to leave and get out but he cant, he doesnt have anyfriends or anyone to help him, and he meets a girl who he loves, and she is his "escape". he feels like he doesnt fit in with where he is, and then he meets this girl and can be himself and wants to start over, and have his last "shot at redemption" with this girl he can be someone himself, and someone new, not the guy who has made all these mistakes and he admits he made the msitakes and deserves the punishment but wants a way out and hes been "housing all this doubt and insecurity" and hes afraid to be his self