This is going to sound incredibly stupid but this song has kind of changed my outlook on life. Over the last year I've sunk into a state of melancholia, and all that I cared about, all that I was once passionate about, I've given up and I've just fallen by the wayside. I'm a shadow of my former myself, and I hate it because I've got no reason to be, but I don't know what I've done and how to get myself back. Once I was walking along the street wallowing in my own self pity, feeling quasi-suicidal (but I don't have enough conviction to go through with that, anyway) and this song came on shuffle. I'd never really listened to it before. I burst out in tears, listened to it on repeat about 10 times. Then it hit me - I can identify completely with this song. At age 15.
I realised that it's ridiculous to feel that way at my age, so I've slowly started rebuilding my life... it's not easy, and I don't even know what to do... but there's always that hope.
This is going to sound incredibly stupid but this song has kind of changed my outlook on life. Over the last year I've sunk into a state of melancholia, and all that I cared about, all that I was once passionate about, I've given up and I've just fallen by the wayside. I'm a shadow of my former myself, and I hate it because I've got no reason to be, but I don't know what I've done and how to get myself back. Once I was walking along the street wallowing in my own self pity, feeling quasi-suicidal (but I don't have enough conviction to go through with that, anyway) and this song came on shuffle. I'd never really listened to it before. I burst out in tears, listened to it on repeat about 10 times. Then it hit me - I can identify completely with this song. At age 15.
I realised that it's ridiculous to feel that way at my age, so I've slowly started rebuilding my life... it's not easy, and I don't even know what to do... but there's always that hope.