This song is about her being torn between two men.
"Don't make me choose,I've got to much to lose"
"For I am with you,and also with you"
Furthermore,
"Am I guilty or am I just waiting around
For the tide to come in so the truth can come out"
She's feeling so guilty holding it all in, she sort of half hopes that everything will be revieled on its own.
The "what I do to myself when your not there" part is her only expressing the guilt she is going through when she is left alone with her own thoughts.
Also, the "if I had a dollar for everytime" parts is her expressing this isn't the first time she's put herself in this predicment.
This song is about her being torn between two men. "Don't make me choose,I've got to much to lose" "For I am with you,and also with you"
Furthermore, "Am I guilty or am I just waiting around For the tide to come in so the truth can come out" She's feeling so guilty holding it all in, she sort of half hopes that everything will be revieled on its own.
The "what I do to myself when your not there" part is her only expressing the guilt she is going through when she is left alone with her own thoughts.
Also, the "if I had a dollar for everytime" parts is her expressing this isn't the first time she's put herself in this predicment.