I think he's drowning in some auto accdent, maybe trapped in his seatbelt or somehow unable to move. Or he's not struggling to swim to the surface because the one and only he needs is unreachable. He lost his will to live. It seems to me that he doesn't need to suffer with the lonliness and he needs her so bad he just lets go. It sounds like he's fighting for life, but also kind of giving up too, mixed emotions, very ovewhelmed by the whole suffocating thing, but he's starting to realize as he slips away that he can't have his love so what's the point in living.
I think he's drowning in some auto accdent, maybe trapped in his seatbelt or somehow unable to move. Or he's not struggling to swim to the surface because the one and only he needs is unreachable. He lost his will to live. It seems to me that he doesn't need to suffer with the lonliness and he needs her so bad he just lets go. It sounds like he's fighting for life, but also kind of giving up too, mixed emotions, very ovewhelmed by the whole suffocating thing, but he's starting to realize as he slips away that he can't have his love so what's the point in living.