Lyric discussion by Letmein 

Note the eclectic elements of this guy's posturing. His "suicide poem" is Japanese and he has no intention of killing himself, he isn't a rastafarian but dresses like one, and he's wearing a celtic cross as he sleeps with voodoo dolls in a church. Those are five different religions and he believes in none of them His "secret god" is his own self image

Insightful comment. I like it and I agree with you. The lines "can you look out the window without your shadow getting in the way" make me think of the myth of Narcissus, he is distracted and enamoured by his own reflection. The church he "lives in" is the carefully constructed facade he created for himself where, like you said, he is the secret god.

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