Je T'aime Tant

ok, blanche, i'll try to help you despite my lousy french.

you follow me, you follow me in the night, you seduce me i know that you know that i no longer know who i am i love you, i love you so, however... like time that passes and i wait

always the loser, you torment me and your desires take a hold of me to destroy me i take a certain pleasure in suffering at punishing myself, at my repentance

always subjected, you take a hold of me, you reject me you treat me badly, pain and pleasure are synonym of my pleasure i abandon myself to men without worry or torment i lost myself with abandon to a young man a little outside of the the norm

you look for me, you watch me, you hold me and i feel good you take me oh so slowly, i lose myself and you bring me back

i will be whatever pleases you, the light on your skin the one who waits at your door the one who... whatever, i will be what you want the sweat on your brow, the breeze in your hair or the one that breaks your neck

i smiled at you, i love you, i love you so i destroy you, i hold you and you come all is well that ends well you know that i know that you don’t know who you are since you gave yourself to our little show out of the norm

you please me, i please you we are the lovers of torment at night we kill boredom, love always follows us love always escapes us, love always destroys us like the rain and forgetting, like the cries in the night i love you so, i love you so, anyway i love you so, i love you so i love you so, love you so, anyway

there are probably lots of mistakes, sorry.