Lyric discussion by Runningace18 

I think this song is about somebody who is in a relationship with a woman who is coping with problems. Maybe alcoholism or something of the sort. Either way, instead of getting her the help she needs, he views her as a burden in his hand, and tosses her off to the side just to make his own life easier.

Without any guidance, this woman's life has gone drastically downhill, and now he feels guilty about it. He now realizes that what is easy isn't always best, and feels miserable about it, but there is nothing he can do.

@Runningace18 I think you are on the right track, lost her to the California lifestyle, past the desert, to the evil hollyweird, and maybe more specifically, Monarch programming rampit in Hollyweird and music biz. Scott Weiland has written about it also, in Vasoline, two time loser to the same demons.

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