I think it's about a guy that created a facade, pretending to be stoic and cold hearted. So he hurt everyone around, but the one really suffering was him.
But he can't start expressing his feelings again, 'cause if he breakdown the whole thing will crumble, and they'll call him weak and laugh at him.
So he goes on pretending, feeling awful inside, thinking about it over and over.
The part of he dying can have, for me, two meanings.
1) He decides to change and finally start living.
2) He goes away from his friends/family, 'cause the only thing he is doing is hurting them.
I think it's about a guy that created a facade, pretending to be stoic and cold hearted. So he hurt everyone around, but the one really suffering was him. But he can't start expressing his feelings again, 'cause if he breakdown the whole thing will crumble, and they'll call him weak and laugh at him. So he goes on pretending, feeling awful inside, thinking about it over and over. The part of he dying can have, for me, two meanings. 1) He decides to change and finally start living. 2) He goes away from his friends/family, 'cause the only thing he is doing is hurting them.
Just guessing, of course.