Lyric discussion by Andolusia 

From a CBC radio show archive Jamie Stewart says, "An Ian Curtis wish list is a list of things that you have convinced yourself that you want to have happen, but you know that are never going to happen. But, you've sort of deluded yourself into believing that they're going to happen. So half of your... and then you feel like a total ass about it... like half of your body's completely fooled itself into believing something's happened and half of your body is totally beating yourself up because the other half of the body is fooling itself. So an Ian Curtis wish list is things that would fall into that category… like being crazy into this person.”

Jamie Stewart also talks about the drunk make-out story that horse_tamer mentioned, which is a funny story in a high school way.

You can find an audio recording of the interview online by going to the Brave New Waves website.

I believe that Jane S. is the girl he was obsessed with. In the interview he says, “There was something about this person who gets named in the song very specifically…”

So yeah… if you’re curious, try and find the interview.

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