This is exactly what I feel everyday; literally, I have to tell myself, ''I'm not alone; I'm not afraid; I'm not unhappy...'' It's kind of sad, actually.
However, at the risk of offending RockNRollSuicide, I don't feel that it's just about celebrity worship; I think Mr. Harris values his fans too much to write a song like that, that pretty much says, "It's okay to love me, since if you didn't you wouldn't be here, but don't love me too much because I have my own life to deal with." :(
For me it's about overcoming insecurities and fears, hence the name. :) It pretty much covers what I went through all my life, though I've gotten better lately: it re-enacts to me my feelings of hate for the world, literally needing to say in order to make myself feel better, "I'm not unhappy..."
It gives me a bitter-sweet feeling to listen to this song; it makes me think about very negative feelings I have, but it also reminds me of my efforts to overcome them, and it lets me know that I'm not the only one who has felt that way. :D
This is exactly what I feel everyday; literally, I have to tell myself, ''I'm not alone; I'm not afraid; I'm not unhappy...'' It's kind of sad, actually.
However, at the risk of offending RockNRollSuicide, I don't feel that it's just about celebrity worship; I think Mr. Harris values his fans too much to write a song like that, that pretty much says, "It's okay to love me, since if you didn't you wouldn't be here, but don't love me too much because I have my own life to deal with." :(
For me it's about overcoming insecurities and fears, hence the name. :) It pretty much covers what I went through all my life, though I've gotten better lately: it re-enacts to me my feelings of hate for the world, literally needing to say in order to make myself feel better, "I'm not unhappy..."
It gives me a bitter-sweet feeling to listen to this song; it makes me think about very negative feelings I have, but it also reminds me of my efforts to overcome them, and it lets me know that I'm not the only one who has felt that way. :D
But that's just me. >_> (shrug)